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Darkness - (Written on 30 May 2016 @ 12:20)Category: My Poetry
Wednesday, 1 June 2016
06:51:24 AM (GMT)
I stare into the darkness
I stare into the darkness
And there I see your eyes
They beckon me, call for me
Cry for me with desperation
How I want… no… need you
And I would give anything
To be by your side again

I stare into the darkness
I stare into the darkness
And I see their eyes as they stare
At the pile that is my body
Cold and paler than ever before
The grief screams in silence
And the tears fall like a storm
They will never be the same

I stare into the darkness
I stare into the darkness
And I see their eyes, red with hate
Glaring for no reason
Their eyes pierce me like knives
As my heart bleeds out inside
I’ve done nothing wrong
Why do you hate me so?

I stare into the darkness
I stare into the darkness
And into my eyes, my soul
My thoughts rush at light speed
They stumble over themselves
And as I try to sort them out
They keep running away
But it’s time to decide my fate

I stare into the darkness
I stare into the darkness
And remember your eyes
As I make my preparations
A full bottle of vodka
Three full bottles of pills
They’ll all be empty soon
My time has come

I stare into the darkness
I stare into the darkness
As I close my eyes and breathe
The pills start going down
I see your face, you smile
You know what’s happening
Just wait where you are
I’m on my way, my love

I stare into the darkness
I stare into the darkness
As I open my eyes once more
I look around at my world
Now crumbling down around me
I smile, knowing how close I am
To resting in your arms once again
I take my last breath

I stare into the darkness
I stare into the darkness
And then –

There is nothing
Last edited: 2 June 2016


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