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Friday, 9 November 2012
05:00:57 PM (GMT)
Here is my heart:
A few chips here and there
The tiniest of slivers down the middle
A very, very, very faint crack from years ago
More sensitive, but otherwise whole.

Here is my heart when this all began:
The same, but excited
Glowing bright red
Pounding when I see you
Practically leaping out of my chest.

Here is my heart in the summer:
Fearful of what could happen
Hiding, blowing it off
Putting my feelings in a box in the very back of my mind
Telling myself I'm not ready, pretending I'm over it.

Here is my heart a few months ago:
Unsure of itself, but ready to start again
Taking on new experiences
Still scared, still sensitive, maybe not ready
But happy.

Here is my heart today:
Chipped pieces flying off
A bigger crack down the middle
Falling, falling endlessly to the pit of my stomach
Reliving a horrible memory.

Here is my heart:
Battling with my mind
It's relentless
My head is screaming at me to let go
But my heart is equally loud, telling me to hold on.

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