Tuesday, 20 March 2012
08:38:04 PM (GMT)
so like i feel a whore and much more. I just lost 3 friends over sex! ugh mistakes
are miss-taking chances obiviously. but WAIT let me explain what happened before you
jump to conclusions! please!
what happened? for once no i was not drunk or high so i am fully resposible and
honest about my situation.
i had sex with my best-black guy friend :/
because we've always been close and we both figured since we know EVERYTHING about
each other and we're still friends then maybe we could make a good couple- but
parents are racist and im pretty much against inter-racial dating (<-- honestly i
could care less)
how did i lose "3" friends?
haha well thts a long story. My sister took a guess that something had happened
between me and him because we were pretty touchy the next day and she confronted me
about the night before so i did admit it-but she said she wouldnt say anything. well
we all know my sister is a notorious bitch/ whore so i figured she wouldnt rat me
since i have so much SHIT on her. haha i was wrong. My parents confronted him about
it and he denied it completely...well i didnt know he lied about it so i started
admitting the truth until i found out he was denyin it so i changed my story and lied
to them bout it by sayin i lied (when i was actually honest) and then said i was
being honest (when i was actually lying) and it confused the hell out of my parents
and they both think it happened (which it did) but we both denied it! so tht still
doesnt asnwer the question..how did i lose 3 friends? well andrew-his best friend
confronted me about it and flipped shit out on me for "putting darius to look like we
did have sex", then one of my closest friends (malikysen) said (quote) "bitch, you
know that shit is illegal. you just lost my trust and i hope you know darius is
pissed." and my last and most important friend was darius. he still comes over to the
house every day but he cant even stand to look me in the eye which makes me wanna
why wouldnt my parents allow us to date/ have sex?
hes a "niger" but hes MY niger :p still.... :/ i hope so atleast..
hes 20 and im 14...
he'd end up "corrupting" me..wtf?
and he wants to get me drunk (me: okay! :D..parents: get out of the fucking house, if
you come back you'll see the fuckin kkk here.) <-- they seriously said tht to him :O
but um also..hes graduated from highschool... im not even a fuckin freshman.
Last edited: 20 March 2012