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Thursday, 11 August 2011
10:14:06 PM (GMT)
My daddy's sucide wasn't neat. 
I wasn't tidy, wasn't clean.
He left a mess for me to clean up.

Both wrists were slit, his ankles too.
How I wish I was there with you.
You'll never know how much.

How I wish I was a better daughter.
If I wasn't depressed at the time.
Would you have still died?
Killed yourself?

I wasn't there when you slit your wrists.
You just started to hang yourself when I came in.
I walked into the room, the puddle of stained blood that lead from the kitchen.
I followed it to the living room. 
The living room of the now dead.

I saw you jump off the stairs with a rope around your neck.
The last things you did in yor precious life.
The one that thing you did was smile at me.
Like you wern't giving up.
Like you wern't dying.

Like I wasn't a bad daughter.
Daddy, I love you.
That day when you killed yourself, I died too.

How I miss you. 
How I saw you slip away.
Oh daddy, you smiled...

***R.I.P  L., I love you forever- Your last moment is sketched into my mind for as
long as I will live.***

broken_into_hearts says:   13 August 2011   342577  
woah i am crying please message me
‹breathe:easy› says:   13 August 2011   343221  
see my most recent diary that i wrote. it's about people like you.
RainRational says:   14 August 2011   117597  
Hey. It's okay @broken into hearts , I messaged you a few mins ago

@lyin'.like.lions I'll check it out. 
RainRational says :   14 August 2011   864812  
Wow, hmm I poor my heart out about seeing my dad's SUICIDE and you
make a respond pointing me to a post that mocks me? Real mature-real,
real mature.I don't like people like you. No one said you had to read


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