Tuesday, 26 July 2011
09:29:15 AM (GMT)
This morning, I am happy. I don't feel like crap, I am not nervous or anxious. I
don't feel hungry or want to puke. I am thinking clear, and not worrying or
overanylizing every thought I have.
This is the kind of morning I have wanted for a very long time.
The kind of morning where I can go outside, take a deep breath, and just enjoy what
it is my eyes decide to absorb.
I can put on my music, slip away.
I can go for a walk.
I can enjoy a good breakfast.
I can leave my phone inside and not check it every ten seconds.
I can wait for her to text me, and not be attached in such an unhealthy way.
I can go work out, lift away the stress, then jump in the pool and have my mind blown
by the weightlessness of it all.
I can actually enjoy time with my family, then before I know it, I will be back home,
and I can see the one person I really want to see more than anyone.
I can't wait.
Today WILL be a good day.