Wednesday, 3 February 2010
03:53:47 AM (GMT)
Fuck the Chosen One here!
Fucking one chosen from Lucy, and I see what He meant now when He said who would be
better for the Balance to rule the Knowing and it was her, and yet the one who would
be BETTER to rule the Knowing WAS MOST DEFINATELY NOT HER. I've never told YOU who I
was for a reason- you know who you are, and you most definately know why we aren't
friends. You never wanted to be friends.
And I bet I DID know you in lifetimes past, you just didn't earn my trust this time
around! I'M STAYING ON THIS SIDE THIS TIME!
I know of Anchients and Goddesses and Gods, and My God, and of the Great Song and the
Balance, but not no fucking Chosen One, kaykay? I'm really sick of you, and I'm being
harsh in hopes it'll let me not mess with you anymore after this. I'm also sick of
children that can't be mature at all- and you fall into all of those categories.
Just some other personal notes, that aren't bashing and stuff...
Love you like a sister AND a niece- what a combo! I'm sorry I've got to leave
here, you can definately contact me anytime- you have all of the information you
should need, or you should at least. We absolutely have to stay in contact. I'm sorry
about the times when I was silent and didn't speak; I'm sorry for the time I'll do
things you won't see the meaning of, or when I'll do soemthing out of emotion instead
of out of neccesity that affects negatively. Thanks though; you've been forever a
'nice kid' to me, and that says a lot when you're the only one I can say that about
I know you, being you, either don't think you deserve a note, or didn't expect
to have one, but how could I leave you out?! I know you're not the crow, nor the
dove, but you still have always been part of my inner flock. Tasapaino can prove
that, and she'll also explain some of the things you've been confused on and will get
confused about with the help of Kraoi. If I were to ever get a coven, you'd be the
first woman I'd call- and I don't use woman lightly. You would be the first one I'd
want to call 'sister.' :3
I also know that you're a lot more experienced with the research then I am, so I
hope you can help me and be my partner in that sometime. You know what I'd love? To
maybe meet you in Japan for tea and rice soemtime. I know it would be lovely ^^
Though realistically, I guess we'd have to meet in Northern America somewhere, where
we'll both be or in between where we're at at a given point. I really, really wish to
speak to you in person!
Haven't really spoken in a while have we? No matter; I want a monthly update from
my favourite rainbow dinosaur! Send me an email! Write a letter, send a package with
a photo album! I don't care, I just want to make sure we're still in contact! You're
a really valuable friend, and I want to be there when you finally figure thing out-
you will tell me as this happens, won't you, Kylee? :3
Rock on, keep being a kid; a child sees what the adults cannot. After all...
the children can go to Whangdoodleland! (The Last of the Really Great Whangdoodles;
read it, it is a fantastical book.) I want you to keep in mind that adults see some
things kids don't, too, though. Only be a child when the adults don't seem to be
getting it right. Never forget the liqourice we made pwease? =3
I know, I know, 'twas a rope, not a candy! But in our eyes, 'twas the ultimate
liqourice. You need to be able to be a kid soemtimes, too. Don't be all serious all
the time, even if you are a retired who-ma-whatsit. You only really have to loosen up
a little bit and develope some character. I'd say try skateboarding, but...
Well, how about you play a sport of any sort? Even cricket is better than
nothing. I think you could learn to enjoy tennis, in time.
I know this sounds like I'm just critiquing you, but you really know the rest,
Ugh, this is probably the hardest letter to write >< There are so many things I
want to tell you, so many things I can't... so many things I wish I could learn from
you, as well. You have an amazing amount of things to teach even me. Chaos magic was
somehting I had never heard of in any lifetime, and i wish I could learn more!
If Psy didnt' tell you already, I tried your method of gnosis, I believe 'twas. I
imported some of the things you've taught in your classes, and put them into a spell.
It was really a great experience, despite being so new. And get this; it worked
prefectly! I would so hug you if there wasn't a screen between us ^^
Of all the things I wish I could teach you, I wish I could teach you the rules of
balance and song... maybe I'll be able to, one day, or Tasa and Kraoi can give you
some information ^^
I think you'd be a good companion of Tasapaino (Balance)- you're actually so
alike, and I think you know some things already that she would teach if she were a
I can tell you have so much innocence in you-- more of, you're really great at being
a good person ^^
Yes, I'm talking to you. I know I can't really penetrate what you have up, but I
think you're a good person, really^^ I think that if you talk to Will, he might be
able to better explain what I mean when I say I know who it is you want to be,
compared to who it is you are percieved as.
Okay, I don't quite know how to see you; when you first came here, you threw
insults at a random stranger like Sasuri, and then you come out and give the best
advice I've ever heard. I have hope in you and wish you to succeed, and Tasa- and
Kraoi, even- will help in any way they can^^
You know what I want to say, but can only let you see through emotions. Love you
brat. Keep in touch.
I realise you have no idea what the hades has happened to me. Well, I tried the
whole street-walker thing, but my mates failed to pick me up at four on that
Wednesday, and it wasn't that fun ANYWAY... Well, not really, but i said I wasn't
going to fade out on you! Keep talking to me via MSN when you can; I know I'll be
relaly boring lately, but I will be happy to have that English Spice ^^
So sorry if you log in at last to find this here, it's all so complicated! Love
ya anyway though; you'll find me elsewhere.
Sorry it never really worked out, are you not willing to still be friends? To me,
you're still my Waya, and I'm still Andek... I still have the wolf charm and I still
think of you whenever I see it. If you're ever hurt, I'm still willing to heal you.
If you ever want, I'm still here to talk to you. And I can still give great advice
when I need to; please talk to me?
Again, you probably don't really understand any of this. I'll send you a message
with something you'll be interested in. Sorry we haven't really talked at all; I've
been consumed! Really, I need to learn how to have more fun and- and glomp people!
and huggles with warmth! Find me on AQW soemtime- I mgiht remember to have enough fun
We never did get to that collab did we? I'm so sorry! D; You too understand no or
little of what has been going on for the past... well, long time. I wish we could
still talk >< You are a really fun person :D
Sorry about kinda leaving on chu ^^; I'll come to your house sometimes and we can
hang out and talk about anime and fun stuff, and chicken and waffles- right? :D
I only want to be contacted for two reaons, one is if you'll help me with my research
on various types of Magic, ESP, and supernatural and things related with those. I
have soem research topics here to keep me going a while, the main ones including:
|Theories of Telepathy
|Reika/other forms of healing
|Histories of Magick
|Magic vs. Science?
The only other things would be if you really needed my help, if you know what my role
is in the great scheme of things, or if you know ceratin things like who the Goddess
(God?) of the Blue Dragon was. I can provide further details on this if so wished.
Other things of this type include
~Knowing the current Queen and the last year's Queen's status, as well as her
daughters, and her close companions. Nothing personal; pretty much just how they
~Having been in a fight with me before 2010~Your initials are CAK in this
lifetime. I repeat, if your initials are CAK, please contact shadows,
Balance, Imthegirlinthebackwithscars or MistressPsychic so they
may tell me who you are. I need to speak to you Mis/ter!
~You are like Sasuri in that blog thing you want me to do. I will update that and
share research and things, if you would like, with a link when I make that stuff--
I'll make sure Kraoi is updated on that stuff.
~You know/knew/think yoiu know/knew Tasapaino or Kraoi personally. And yes,
Kraoi, you have to go by your name now, and you too, Tasa.
~You are an Anchient or a God/Goddess. As much as I say I dislike the latter,
it is still soemthing that I know needs to be done, talking to y'alls.
~You have gotten my 'Card'
As well as others not included (yet)
Some things Y'all may want to know but probably don't:
-I plan on trying to do research and write papers on it, which I will try to get on
-I plan on attempting a blog of sorts if y'alls are interested, but I might do it
anyway so I remember what happens for once ^^'
-I will still have my workphone with me as often as possible
-I will still try and help with healings... though probably more often and you'll
have to ask Kraoi first, I'm not healing papercuts here :/
-Kraoi and Tasapaino will be left in charge of this account for the most part, I'll
probably still pop in once in a while
-This Diary is to remain UP until I, LUNARA RISING, take it down.
-The Folld goes to With_Will_To_Feel, an account Will and Regan should have access to
at all times.
-If Kirti says it's true, then it's probably true (just had to add that in there)
-I'm going to try and seperate work/personal a bit more, sooooo I might get a work
phone work phone instead of a cell phone.
-Shadows is NOT TO GIVE INFORMATION ABOUT ME TO ANYONE. I do not want more fangirls
like Crystaline*, okay? I don't want enemies knowing more about me then they should,
ANY of that, so DON'T tell anyone EVEN if it's youre boyfriend of six months UNLESS I
give you the ABSOLUTE SAY SO, ALRIGHT?!?!?
As for all the rest of Y'all, I've got a lot of reasons for doing this and it's kinda
sad, really... Buuut, I'm still watching through Kraoi and Tasapaino's eyes, if you
know what i mean ^=^ I've gotten really attached to all of Kupika... I wish that I
didn't have to up and leave like this. But hey. New endings are also new beginings
Merry meet, merry part, and merry part again, blessed be everyone, and to all who
read this- the blessings of the Anchients upon you! ^- ^
~Lunara Charlite Rising
*name changed to protect fangirl