Friday, 11 December 2009
10:47:07 AM (GMT)
So I hate everything. C:
Over the summer I built the best, most wonderful emotional barrier! And it decides to
crumble now? Damn it. It's HIM. All his fault! Gah. He comes around and holds
my hand for a while only to turn around, let go, and not even tell mke why!?! I got
over it! I did I think! But when I see him it's like it all falls down. And now that
iv'e been seeing him more, it's getting worse!
Here I was, going on about how emotions were silly, and how could anybody love
a boy or girl in that way? And here I go falling head over heels for him
again after I just thought I was finally putting myself together! No
not he or she put me back together, but ME. Why him!?! He's
horable! Why am I so stuck on him! I haven't even looked at another boy since him!
What's it going on? The third year? They say I can to better, they say we're bad
together, they say he's bad for me, none of that matters when He's The ONLY thing
I really want.
It's his voice, his smile, his sensitivness, it's him.
Damned teenage girl syndrom. I hate this. Shoot me. I'm so Love Sick.
Last edited: 12 December 2009