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Friday, 20 November 2009
11:56:42 PM (GMT)
I fail. I really do, for the reasons I can not touch you. Hugs and kisses, mwah mwaah mwaaah. Are gross. :x I fail to picture my self ever kissing any human being on this Earth. When I do, I don't get that feeling of desire and want everyone else seems to have. Why does every so stroingly desire for someone to kiss them, hug them, and make the tears go away? It confuses me. I see girls in my school, despret for someone to hold them, I see girls on the internet, despret for kind words from the oppisite gender. I don't understand it. I used to be that way, jealouse of the prettier girls who had every boy at their feet. I feel that no more. I fail in understanding the purpose of having that someone do all that for you, when it just could be done by yourself. All compromise leaves me. She wants him, she wants him. Just to hold her tight, just a healthy embrace to keep her from the fright. She wants, him she wants him, to save her from herself, when what she doesn't realize is that he can't help. She wants him she wants him, oh why oh why does it cause her pain so? He flies through her fingers like a fluttering doe. Running chasing, gainign foe's solemnly from the little doe. She wants him she wants him, she's going to have an attack! She see's him as all her needs for protection from the bitter truth that will gobble her up; just like a snack. I can't comprehend. No love no compassion comes to my head, when I think of that warm embrace and that comforting loves true kiss. Iv'e never kissed anyone, could that be why? Who knows. There's something wrong with me. Why am I not like them? Why do I fail to grovel onto the floor for a glance at true love? Why is it that, instead of wishing and wanting for that one boy to come and wipe my tears away, that instead I watch Anime, and burry my head in fantasies and books? Why?

‹envyismyyname› says:   21 November 2009   145081  

I know what you mean. I know how it is to feel like love is useless.
But oddly enough i did fall in love, still am inlove, but its not what
people describe it to me. I never felt any different. I want him
because, he make me happy, with lies and such that only i can believe.
hah. but sure enough, he went out of my life, But it makes me wonder,
am i gonna see him again? am i ever going to be that happy?
‹✁HaruDesü™› says:   21 November 2009   104090  
THAT'S THE PROBLEM. I can't feel that :x
i'm weird becaue i'm HAPPY to be alone. HA. 
‹envyismyyname› says :   21 November 2009   637611  
Everyone falls inlove, you just havnt yet,
My aunt didnt fall inlove till she was 30
but you're probably gonna fall inlove sooner than that
8D. I fell inlove young >.< 


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