Friday, 20 November 2009
11:56:42 PM (GMT)
I really do, for the reasons I can not touch you.
Hugs and kisses, mwah mwaah mwaaah.
Are gross. :x
I fail to picture my self ever kissing any human being on this Earth. When I do, I
don't get that feeling of desire and want everyone else seems to have. Why does every
so stroingly desire for someone to kiss them, hug them, and make the tears go away?
It confuses me.
I see girls in my school, despret for someone to hold them, I see girls on the
internet, despret for kind words from the oppisite gender.
I don't understand it.
I used to be that way, jealouse of the prettier girls who had every boy at their
feet. I feel that no more. I fail in understanding the purpose of having that
someone do all that for you, when it just could be done by yourself.
All compromise leaves me.
She wants him, she wants him. Just to hold her tight, just a healthy embrace to keep
her from the fright. She wants, him she wants him, to save her from herself, when
what she doesn't realize is that he can't help. She wants him she wants him, oh why
oh why does it cause her pain so? He flies through her fingers like a fluttering
doe. Running chasing, gainign foe's solemnly from the little doe. She wants him she
wants him, she's going to have an attack! She see's him as all her needs for
protection from the bitter truth that will gobble her up; just like a snack.
I can't comprehend.
No love no compassion comes to my head, when I think of that warm embrace and that
comforting loves true kiss. Iv'e never kissed anyone, could that be why? Who knows.
There's something wrong with me.
Why am I not like them? Why do I fail to grovel onto the floor for a glance at true
love? Why is it that, instead of wishing and wanting for that one boy to come and
wipe my tears away, that instead I watch Anime, and burry my head in fantasies and