Thursday, 1 October 2009
07:31:10 PM (GMT)
THIS IS REALLY DISAPPOINTING, AND GREAT AT THE SAME TIME.
So I think we all know that I'm verbally challenged/disabled.
I've figured it out!! I'M JUST NOT CAPABLE OF WRITING. =D
THAT PART OF MY BRAIN JUST ISN'T THERE.
I can't explain things in words, EVER.
I figured this all out today.
Sorry if it doesn't make sense. I understand.
I went to Mae's Slam Poetry reading today, and everyone was fucking great. So for a
short time I was determined to write something and read it at the next one.
BUT I CAN'T. :D
ISN'T THAT GREAT?
I actually had a few ideas, but I don't know where to go with them. SO I'M GIVING UP
I have visual arts.
IT MAKES SENSE.
After getting back from school, I took my dog for a walk and saw this wicked awesome
dead tree with vines around it, but they were all changing colors... it was awesome.
And that makes so much more sense to me than words, it's strange. If I want to
explain something, I have to draw it out or do something visual with it. I can't
write or talk for my life.
Seeing something that would make a good photo/drawing/sculpture can make my day.
Seriously. But if I have to try to explain something verbally, life sucks. xD
BUT FUCK WORDS.
I love life.
Last edited: 1 October 2009