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MY SOUL (final draft 2 my heart)Category: (general)
Thursday, 6 August 2009
04:02:34 PM (GMT)
wit the heart and mind battlin it out.....the situation was gettin no where
fast....so...the peace maker had 2 come in the picture and settle things...the
soul....the soul came in2 the situation and was highly dissapointed at wat was
happenin here....he knew that if the 3 of them did not cooperate properly...that the
body's life line..wuld shorten...and speed up his death date......the soul knew wut
needed 2 b done...and it was up 2 him 2 straiten things out once and 4
all.....heart.....u r troubled by this because u feel that it is rite and that your
intensions r correct...but...as true as your intension may b....the way u r reactin 2
this is highly rational and harmful 2 both u...the mind...myself...the body...and of
course that person.....mind is tellin u the truth....and it is time that u loosen
up...and stop puttin so much on this poor person....she can't take much more of this
and neitha can the body.....mind.....although your facts about the situation is
true....it is your job 2 also point out the posativity in the situation...never r u
allowed 2 just point out the negativity 2 the heart...it'll trouble the heart...it'll
anger u...it'll sadden me...and it'll kill the body....we all do not need that....we
all need peace so that the body can function correctly and stress free...and that is
wut we r goin 2 aim 4 rite now....so my dear brothers...lets us join forces once
more....as heart...mind...and soul....so that we can help...the body....bcome free of
his sadness......and that...was exactly wut happened......monica i kno i put WAYYY 2
much on your plate wit me tellin u how i feel and broad castin it 4 the whole world 2
c and givin u 2 much 2 handle.....as sweet as u r....it is not fair 4 me 2 force so
much on u......i hope u don't read this and take this the rong way...it's just
that....i have been thinkin about this situation...and it has been literally kickin
my ass that i'm givin my heart 2 sum1 who has a b/f already.....u have 2 hearts that
u need 2 take care of and keep safe....me addin the 3rd heart is complete madness and
completley unfair 2 u and wit that said.....i must take it bak.......i've been bein
stubborn and ignorin the obvious signs that u don't love me as much as i loved
u.....u only said u loved me so much 2 not hurt me and bcuz u cared and u didn't want
2 lose me as your best friend...and i was so stubborn 2 realize that....that is wut i
am...and was 2 u...this whole time...your best friend...and nothin more.....it hurts
that i did waste my time on u as far as lovin u as a lover......but....this is how it
has 2 b....and i have came 2 a conclusion about it all........i do love u monica....i
love u 2 death....but only....as your best guy friend....and nothin more.......troy's
job is 2 love u as your lover...AND...best friend......and thas how it is supposed 2
b...and shuld b.....and wit that said.....u can finally relax and not have 2 carry so
much on ya shoulders....and my soul...can finally rest......

Comments 
‹Lost.♥.Confused› says:   6 August 2009   176844  
:v
so many words. x_x
so many "......................"
so many, "i" and "u" and "2" ... >.<
 
‹AnimeManica87› says:   6 August 2009   772997  
a lot...needed 2 b said....
 
‹♥Monica;;We Are Scientists♥› says:   6 August 2009   256654  
oh.
it wasn't any wait on my shoulders
taking care of people, its what I do
you didn't add any weight
but if your soul can rest, then i'm happy
 
‹AnimeManica87› says:   6 August 2009   798176  
thas all that mattered in the beginnin....your happiness....
 
‹Syndromic_Wonderland› says:   6 August 2009   977463  
O.O

I....have no idea what was just said here, sorry.
 
‹AnimeManica87› says:   6 August 2009   461457  
u have 2 read the first 2 diaries....2 understand this 1
 
‹♥emilay marie baby♥› says:   7 August 2009   244188  
i dont get this, dident really read too much of it. 
all i know is its dramatic. and its beeing taken too far.
 
‹AnimeManica87› says :   7 August 2009   831129  
2 make a long story short...i stopped it from goin any further
 
 
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