Saturday, 30 August 2008
11:30:32 PM (GMT)
Goin' mallin' with my sweetie pie tomorrow ^.^
We're already planning on sharing a Ramune' and maybe a box of Pocky from f.y.e. to
try to help me get my mind off things. I thank him so much for helpin' me out with
getting me out of defense mode and back into the good ol' days.
He's worried about me, as are a good amount of my friends. They think I'm gonna pull
a grand-ol' Light Yagami on everyone and suddenly start killin' people! Anyways, I
thank y'all who have been supporting me throughout this whole ordeal. I don't want to
think about her anymore; I'm just too happy to be surrounded by all these great
people who care about me.
Back to the mall, y'know what?
Best of all, NO CONSTANT OBSESSIVE PARANOIAL SUPERVISION!
My mom's not gonna throw gummi bears at Ryan if he hugs me! (literally. That's what
usually happens at the movies.)
N-Y-wayz, I plan on living at Hot Topic and possibly skimmin' out some manga at
Borders Bookstore. I know he loves Ouran, so I'm thinking about getting him a volume
when he's not lookin' :P probably not, though. I have, like, all of them, so he
usually borrows them offa me...
I just started realizing how much he cares. We stayed on the phone for three and a
half hours today, talking about life. I feel kinda bad; he's always asking me if I'm
okay. And I always say the same thing. "Trust me; I'm not okay." Just a little MCR
food for a thought.