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The Special SomeoneCategory: A special someone
Tuesday, 25 December 2007
05:44:31 AM (GMT)
When I write this, it's dark,
Only light is the illumination from my candle,
Feelings, and emotions shake my body,
So hard to concentrate when I know it has to be perfect,
Perfect words, 
Perfect handwriting,
Perfect, Perfect, Perfect.

It's hard to compete with you,
You tie a cherry with your tongue,
So when I sit and write this,
I wonder what to write,
How to write it,
What voice should I keep it in?

Somehow when I talk to you,
My heart can spill,
I can relax,
Not feel on edge, 
Or be so tense.

Unlike other guys,
You are so sensitive,
So smooth,
Around me.

You make me get goose bumps.

I know,
I can't have you.

Why? you ask,
I am pretty sure,
We live apart,
Does age matter?

I hope,
We can always be together,
I know,
That we are inlove.

I know you want me,
I want you, 
We are perfect,
We fight,
We forgive,
We love.

I believe we are still seperated,
Do you?
Just maybe,
We can be inlove,
And together.

I love you.

Could it work out,
Just maybe,
It could,
If we tried,
Will you try?,
I know I sure will.

Perhaps you don't want to,
Which is fine,
I guess,
I'll live with it,
But when we both go through hell,
We both are attracted back together.

Have you noticed,
That we go through some emotional rollercoaster,
When we haven't talked to eachother,
In quite awhile?

Or is it just me?,
An illusion of the mind,
And hand?

I think not,
Feel not,
Know not.

Don't you?

I'm sorry,
If I come on,
Too strong.

But this all is true,
No lies,
No deception,
All truth.

How this comes to me,
I don't know,
I think it,
Then write it,
And ponder on the thought maybe you don't feel the same way.

Oh well,
If you do,
I don't care,
My body is shaking violently,
Emotion flowing through my hand,
And writing this.

You have to know,
I have to explain,
My feelings are more,
Maybe it doesn't,
Come across that way,
It probably hasn't crossed your mind,
Or anything.

I still do.

Oroborus21 says:   25 December 2007   586617  
extremely beautiful JT, like you.
EmoandAnime_Jamie_T says :   25 December 2007   469915  
Thank you, Eddie. ^_^ *kisses your cheek* I have another one, for him
but I don't knwo if it's too gushy.


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