Friday, 31 August 2007
03:38:41 PM (GMT)
Got a new boyfriend and we´ve been together for like two-three weeks, maybe... :/
Well whatever..it´s like..well... im kinda in my own world.. and im dreaming of Mr.
It´s silly, i know..but hey, i cant help it! :O
He´s a great guy and all but he cant stand my personality..i mean..
sometimes im happy and smiling/laughing but most of the time i loose my mask and
glare at everything and everyone(nothing i can help, mind you), i stand barking at
them or i just refuse to talk.
It´s the real me.
So that ´bout being happy is just the way i act so they´ll stop pity me.
I refuse to show any weakness, not even when im alone..Im just too proud.
People call me cold and heartless for a very good reason..
well that´s ´bout it i guess...
Current mood: Unknown feeling.
Current music: Natasha Bedingfield - Wild Horses