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Tuesday, 24 September 2019
02:36:12 PM (GMT)
I'm finally happy 
My apartment is so fucking cute and it's literally all mine 
It's over 100 years old and I have these gorgeous China cabinets in my dining room
and all my plants here
Also I got a new tarantula 
This is my first baby Charlotte

She's a curly hair 
This is my new baby Persephone 
She's a Goliath bird eater 

Her abdomen is bigger than a golf ball and she's only a little baby 
She's gonna get so much bigger and I'm super excited 
I have friends for the first time in a really long time and it's so strange but it's
so nice?? 
I'm the only one in the group who can't legally drink though so that sux but hey I'll
be 21 soon 
I reconnected w someone very dear to me and I'm thinking about meeting him in person
soon which is scary but really exciting 
I feel good and healthy 
I'm vegan and my eating disorder is practically gone which is nice 
I still have some control and I can restrict but in a healthy way that benefits
animals and the environment and honestly you can catch me eating pizza like 3 times a
week like 
I don't care about calories at all anymore I just eat when I'm hungry and it's nice 
I'm on Prozac rn and my depression is basically gone so that's cool 
I never thought I'd be here 
It's the first time in my entire life that I feel like things are going to be okay 
I'm drunk and it's 1:30 and I should be sleeping but I'm just so excited about life 
I love everything 
Also I might get a bearded dragon ..... 
And some baby tarantulas like slings so 
I love life 
This probably sounds so dumb like I said I'm DRUNK but yeah just know getting better
and being happy is so totally possible 
I was suicidal every day and now I'm like.......happy .....and loving life and
finding beauty in small moments 
It feels good to just breathe 
I never saw this for myself 
So if you're depressed or sad or whatever keep holding on 
Also sorry if my tarantulas gave you a heart attack I'm dying at those dubia roaches
Persephone is a savage

Grizzlies says :   1 day ago   727588  
this is so wholesome aw i'm happy for you!!!!

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