Wednesday, 8 January 2014
02:40:35 AM (GMT)
Finally, a new year - a new beginning.
Unlike most people I never really believed that a new year brings a new beginning.
I thought it was total bullshit.
I can see how people see it as a new beginning.
2013 was not a fun year for me.
I haven't even wrote everything down, since my life was so fucked up.
Senior year was supposed to be FUN.
Not having my grades slip.
Not even caring about my grades slip.
Not even having the energy to try to make up some of the stuff.
Having my grandpa die.
Was very close to him.
Having to move, since I live in my grandpa's house.
Don't want to move.
My parents brought a house, so I have to move.
My great-grandma died.
Can't go to college.
Can all that happen in one year?
It was one shitty year.
I think my grades are slipping because of the two deaths.
And Obama said that was no excuse, in his education speech back when he was first
Well, guess what Obama.
Shut the fuck up, because it is an excuse.
So that's why I'm hoping that 2014 is better for me.
I'm graduating a semester early, too.
As long as I pass all my classes.
So now I understand the meaning of new year - new beginning.
It gives me a chance to be better.
To start over and look forward to the future.
And you should do.
I hope you have a better year than I did.
And I really mean that. (: