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Saturday, 13 July 2013
03:35:40 AM (GMT)
Hi people.......
Why the heck am I putting this here? I don't really know or care. I feel so....I
don't know, useless? Worthless? No purpose for my existence. I don't care what others
think; I don't care what happens. I feel like sh!t and I just want this all to end. I
may not have the guts to stab myself with a knife, or cut myself, or force myself to
another way. I want to starve to death. And sure, that's the most pathetic thing to
do or harm myself...but I'm a weakling. I won't cry, I don't feel my pain, and I
don't care anymore. Why am I alive? I don't know or care. Why don't I just kill
myself? Cause I don't have the guts to do it. I'm stupid. I'm retarded. I'm useless.
I'm worthless. I don't care. I want to starve myself. I don't give a f***. Well,
sorry for wasting your friggin' time.


‹Psychotic [] Stalker› says:   13 July 2013   778763  
Excuse me for my cussing...I couldn't put it any other way... -,-
‹m e m e› says:   13 July 2013   628452  
Yuuki don't starve yourself!  ;-;
‹Psychotic [] Stalker› says:   13 July 2013   447500  
I want to...
‹m e m e› says:   13 July 2013   278461  
WELL DON'T.  Art like yours is only blessed in so many hands, and,
from personal experience, it will be hard to starve yourself for days.
‹EtherealEmpress› says:   13 July 2013   988447  
Don't hurt yourself. It won't make you feel better. You're amazing.
Don't be so sad. 
‹Psychotic [] Stalker› says:   13 July 2013   275677  

It's hard. My parents insist, but I really don't know what else to do. 
‹Psychotic [] Stalker› says:   13 July 2013   410344  

I don't have the courage to hurt myself. I still want it all to end. 
‹EtherealEmpress› says:   13 July 2013   939918  
I don't know what you're going through, but I can tell you from my
experience that most problems will pass with time. 
‹Psychotic [] Stalker› says:   13 July 2013   632286  
It does sometimes...but then it comes back...
‹EtherealEmpress› says:   13 July 2013   837778  
Just hang in there! Keep a journal. You can look back at the good
times when you're feeling down, and remember what made you happy. It
could help. 
‹Psychotic [] Stalker› says:   13 July 2013   991058  
‹EtherealEmpress› says:   13 July 2013   757849  
Be tough! 
‹Felix/Blondie/Fefe› says:   14 July 2013   937325  
Fefe no like when friends starve themselves!!!!! please don't do
that! Fefe love you human you good friend!! Meow meow meow
‹Psychotic [] Stalker› says:   14 July 2013   288592  
I just...I want to. Sometimes, food just seems...I just don't want to
eat at all anymore. Thanks Fefe, I...I don't see anyway out.
‹Felix/Blondie/Fefe› says:   15 July 2013   592510  
Fefe will gives you a hug any time you need one. Fefe here for you
always. @YuukiSakura 
‹Psychotic [] Stalker› says:   15 July 2013   484483  
Thank u Fefe
‹Felix/Blondie/Fefe› says :   17 July 2013   412063  
No thanks needed @YuukiSakura 


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