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i wrote my feelings. knowing that they wont be heardCategory: (general)
Sunday, 23 December 2012
04:58:58 AM (GMT)
i loved you,
n i miss u
i cared for you
i waited for you

you didnt explain
you didnt wait
you didnt listen
u didnt care

why wont u answer
why wont you speak
why wont u forgive
why wont u tell me

in the harshness of losing my first love. i have truely fell the bitter taste of
lonesomeness and depression, i have to force myself to eat what very little i do and
in time plp say it'll get better - i know its true. but i cant just not think about
you. u was my first true love. i loved u for you u never heard me out. i acted
irrationally i know thats true. i was crazy , i did everything out of love. if u
wanted my arm on a plate i would happily cut u the biggest arm i have , i dont write
poetry. but here i did.
song only remind me of what we had. n no friends just just mean that ur all i had. u
went away, i fell, no hand reaching for me, that feeling of being in a dark room with
the spot light on you with no one around.. only hearing the echo's from the void
waiting here for anyone someone to pull me out. it hurts. time hurts
u gave me a chance. then ripped it away. coming into the dark room only to turn the
spotlight off.. forevery silent ur words off hatred ringging in my ears. but i ask
myself how can this be true.

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