Saturday, 30 June 2012
01:38:11 AM (GMT)
I really wish sometimes that there was a button to delete yourself from the internet.
I joined this site when I was 15 and then I was a pretty solid member until, maybe,
17 years old. I'm 20 now and I just came back for old times' sake and realised that
in most cases children really shouldn't have free rein of the internet! :P There's
nothing too scandalous on here (no nudes, sorry guys) but my opinions and character
have changed a LOT, so there's record of me saying things that I definitely don't
agree with now and so on. It's an interesting snapshot of my life at that time, but
I'd hate for people to form an opinion of me based on who I was 5 years ago. Also, I
was (aha, "was") very
rude in a lot of cases and I feel like a dumbass reading
everything back. Arguments over the most pointless things. Hilariously unfunny ways
of talking. In-jokes I can't even remember the meaning of.
I guess it's just something that this generation is going to have to deal with. I
didn't get the internet until my teens, but now people have it from birth. I dread to
think what their internet remorse is going to be like!
I used to really, really care about Kupika. But now, I don't. Life is sweeter and
more relaxed when you don't care what some hoodlum 13 year old posts on your diary
entry. So "come at me bro" as the kids say today, and I'll probably give you a smile
and a wave. It just doesn't matter. I really apologise to anyone I was rude to or for
anything silly I may have said. Anyone I may have fallen out with or insulted -
forget about it. Really, I didn't know any better. That is something that comes with
maturity - I'm not there yet, but I have a clearer idea now. I don't think I'll
become a regular user of this site again, but consider this my internet reset button.
In otherwords, disregard anything posted prior to this!
PS, if any regulars are lurking) I still love Sanyu deeply - we're in constant
contact - and I'm in occasional contact with hina/Aris and still consider him a
friend of mine. I've pissed off most of you at some point - some more recently than
others - but I remember the best of you. Clearly, I'm still a bitch. However, I'm now
a more cheery and optimistic one. The Eduardo situation is now mildly amusing rather
than rage-worthy. Remember Sanyu and I used to be Kupifamous? I never understood that
one. Thanks for all the good times!
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