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It hurts to rememberCategory: (general)
Tuesday, 7 February 2012
01:56:20 AM (GMT)
everytime that i get happy
everytime that i smile
everytume that i laugh
it does feel good...
it does help in the moment
but then in times like now
i remember again
and it all goes to hell
i cant seem to smile
i cant laugh for shit
i cant feel happy what so ever...
i feel like im crying
but i physicly cant show expression
so i dont...
it hurts so much to know that youre not mine...
its not even that...
its the fact that youre practicly his again...
it hurt me to know you loved him the first time...
now it hurts even more to know you love me
but love him more...
it hurts to know you left me because the guy that
hurt you and left you still has your heart in his grip...
it really hurts...
i dont know if i can take it..


today in class i started crying...just a tear down my face...
onto my desk...


you of all people know what my mind does...
with this...my mind will torture me until i snap...


i can barely take this...




but.


if youre happy...if youre truely happy...


i can put aside all my feelings...my pain...
everything...




as long as youre happy....thats all i care about...


you. <3

Comments 
‹Ⓐnn4☯L0vΣ☣› says :   7 February 2012   873526  
That is truly beautiful. Unfortunately, alot of girls fall into traps
like that. (including yours truly) Love can suck, we all know. To be
honest, this touched my heart in such a personal way that I didn't
know. Even though you might have just typed this to just let it out
and my comment here is insignificant to you. I just want to let you
know that if you need to vent about something, I am told that I have
good listening ears (or well in this case eyes) I may not know what to
say but I will always care. 
I know you don't know me and probably don't care but I just want to
help and be helped at the same time, if that makes sense. :/
Have a good night.
 

 
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