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Friday, 23 December 2011
02:45:21 AM (GMT)
It's so annoying. I hate seeing him, being so close to him that he could whirl
around and punch me, like he used to. Shove me down and step on me. Bang my head
against the wall. Whisper in my ear that he can do what he wants to because he's my
friend. I want to get away, so far away, but I can't. I can't escape from him because
he's always there, looking at me, thinking up new plans to get me back. But he
doesn't get to get me back. I won't let him. I ended that story. Oh, God, I hope
it'll be over soon. I'm so tired of hiding when I see him, so tired of being scared
of him. Of trying to carve the word why into my ankle with my fingernail when
the mental pain gets to be too much. Not like someone will read this. No one cares
about what he does to me without lifting a finger. But I'm so scared. Of what he's
planning, what he wants to do. I just want to know I can be safe. But that will never
happen. Not with him around.

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broken_into_hearts says:   23 December 2011   443679  
i just read this, this guy sounds scarry. I would call the cops if i
were you
 
‹♥electrohouse♥› says:   23 December 2011   641271  
@broken_into_hearts 
I can't. There's nothing I can do. We're both only 14, he goes to my
school. 
 
broken_into_hearts says:   23 December 2011   529565  
@Dont_be_a_cutter 
okay why dont you message me and we shall talk about this 
 
piggy_friend says:   23 December 2011   857313  
Three things
1. If he does hurt you, I would beat his butt so hard he wouldn't get
up. Ever.
2. Next year he won't be going to school with us
3. Technically, I ended that story.
 
‹♥electrohouse♥› says:   23 December 2011   102146  
@piggy_friend 
Yes, but he does hurt me. Just because it's mental doesn't mean it's
not pain. 
 
piggy_friend says:   24 December 2011   937232  
@Dont_be_a_cutter 
I cannot help you with that 
 
‹♥electrohouse♥› says:   24 December 2011   606233  
@piggy_friend 
Exactly. 
 
piggy_friend says :   24 December 2011   810749  
@Dont_be_a_cutter 
Then I shall leave you with that, Tessa. I wish you well. 
 

 
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