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Stupid love life.Category: (general)
Friday, 2 December 2011
09:55:22 PM (GMT)
I'm very happy that my two best friends kissed though, very happy.
But my own love life sucks balls.
I'm still single. Has been for two years.
I keep on waiting for some guy to come to me, instead of me coming to them, knowing
that mostly ends badly.
I'm not perfect.
I'm not interesting.
I'm not girlfriend material. 
You know what sucks worse? I'm still hopelessly in love with the guy I've liked for
THREE YEARS ALREADY. If not longer. I can't help it. I tried to stop. But my body
reacts differently. Yesterday, he stood next to me so closely so many times in this
war stimulation we had in World History. When he spoke while being close, I felt
shivers going down my spine. My heart was pounding and my face was flushed.
The worst part? He already has a girlfriend.
Don't even get me started on the other guy I like.
I pick the wrong guys to like. Always.
Last edited: 2 December 2011

‹~(Shaywee)~› says:   3 December 2011   829814  
Vanner. I am so sorry I bragged about it.
I just know it, there is a guy waiting for you, and he'll find you
‹VanChan› says:   3 December 2011   658709  
You weren't bragging. I'm really happy for you. Really. I was
spazzing. ^^ 
‹~(Shaywee)~› says:   3 December 2011   264193  
FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF But after I mentioned if for the millionth
time to Gabby and Kyle, they seemed kind of annoyed and I always feel
like I'm bragging when I'm proud of myself. I barely even remember
that it actually happened! It's like it was all a dream! D: 
‹unoriginal› says:   3 December 2011   358736  
You're fourteen. -.- Get over it, move on. Enjoy being a cild.
You have PLENTY of time for relationships in the future. Gawd.
‹Green Spring Grass› says:   27 December 2011   971635  
Fuck off. 

Vanna, just look at mine D; you have it much better off than me, and
I'm way happy for you ^^ I just wish some guy would finally give you
what you deserve  
‹VanChan› says:   27 December 2011   837846  
Well, luckily I have Adrianne, who really likes me for me ^^
He's so cute towards me omfg ;n; 
‹Green Spring Grass› says:   27 December 2011   584694  
About time, hun <3 
‹VanChan› says:   28 December 2011   294488  
He's very sweet. ^^ If only he lived closer... :c 
‹burblegurm› says :   29 December 2011   951422  
Don't be a bitch.

I some-what agree.
Trust me, I'm not gonna go over-bearing mother on you because honestly
I CANNOT talk, but really don't worry. I know being single sucks butt,
especially when you have friends in relationships who are all happy
and you feel alone.

Honestly, you do havea  long life ahead of you and you will find
someone, at some point at the right time. It's not a big deal though
because you're still young and have friends who are there to make you
smile and feel special. Obviously it's not the same as having a
boyfriend, but still it's amazing to know that there are people who
see the greatness in you.

Love's a strong word but I'm not in the position to lecture you about
it, but really, just be patient and enjoy life. 


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