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Lazy, Tears, and fat.Category: Life.
Saturday, 18 June 2011
08:02:34 PM (GMT)
its 8:03. I think. a few minutes ago, I was sobbing my heart out. Why? Well. I was downstairs cleaning the kitchen because i made this huge mess and then my mom and dad started yelling at me and threatening me, Then afterward mom wanted me to clean up more since there was still a small bit more to clean but I was really tired and stressed out, and my parents know very well that I'm Super sensitive ( Sometimes. Why? Can't say it right now.) But they didn't care and then i was in my room trying to get out my emotions and then mom came in and yelled at me then she said i shouldnt drink anymore coffee because she thinks thats the reason why i'm so upset, Then she walked out and yelled " ILL FIX YOU! " then i Was in my room upset still. Then i went back downstairs and asked dad to help me with something because i was trying to sweep something up with the broom but it was really hard ( When i'm really upset i get extreamly weak..) dad was watching t.v and then i yelled " DAD!!!" he acted like he couldn't hear me and cut up the volume. Which brung back memories of him telling me how much he hates me and when he called me fat, and when he punched me as hard as he could when i was four.. Then i cried in a corner ( in the kitchen.). I got really angry after that and began cursing. then I was cleaning stuff again and then after cleaning more things i went back up to my room. I cried in there and then mom came back into the room. She started yelling at me and saying things like " IM MORE SPECIAL THEN YOU! IM MORE SENSITIVE THEN ANYBODY IN THE WHOLE WORLD SO YOU BETTER SHUT THE F*** UP WITH YOUR BULL SH** CRYING!!" I told her i can't deal with so much pressure ( Since i have some mental condition thing.. It has something to do with being phsycotic?) Then mom was like " Pressure?? YOU BETTER KISS MY A$$ B#TCH." then unplugged the internet box and then she said " I TOOK YOUR INTERNET AWAY. HOW DO YOU FEEL???" after a few minutes she plugged it back I dont feel like explaining what else happened.. I feel too upset right now. ... I don't know why, But i feel really fat... yeah. Maybe because i am... Other people like my friends say that i'm really skinny. .... What liars. I'm fat and lazy and i bet nobody likes me. .... I dunno... Maybe i might BE skinny??? Just lazy??? ... no. I see myself as fat. I look into the mirror with my naked eyes and i. Am. Fat. !! I will make another entry about this later. ( Getting bored. Need to play some flash game or mmorpg XD)
Last edited: 18 June 2011

chrissy_is_nice says:   18 June 2011   686452  
wow thats sad =/ i hope that you message me afer reading this
TieMyShoes says:   19 June 2011   295352  
You never know how much a person means to you until you lose them;
don't take anyone for granted
‹The Lark› says :   19 June 2011   565723  
If this is really how your parents treat you, you should talk to a
teacher, councelor...anybody. This is no way to treat a child under
your care.

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