Friday, 2 April 2010
05:33:04 PM (GMT)
Why everyone is insisting that I'm a lesbian.
And why the girls hate me.
The girls hate me because of last year.
Late November, my friend/everyone else moved away to Lethbridge, and Baylee and
Olivia threw her a going away party.
Jayden didn't make it, he was busy, so it was an all girls party. We were pretty
Ms. V did our toenails and finfernails. Bee/Liv's mom did facial cleansings.
After that, we went downstairs and played on Liv's drumset. Then the girls started
acting pregnant and acting like they had big boobs. We all took pictures, and we all
After that night, I brought my camera to the school, to take pictures for the stuff
going on that day.
At lunch time Shaun asked to see my camera and what I had on it, I said sure, and me,
thinking I had deleted our wild night pictures let him look. HE said I looked pretty
in my dress, then. I left.
I went ot buy lunch. I heard laughing, and yelling. After I bought my food, I went
back to the table with Shaun. Everyone was surrounding him. And laughing, they guys
were pointing and the girls came up and screamed at me.
They called me a whore, idiot, and all sort of things, you probably could have never
They've never really been nice ot me since that accident. I feel quite upset,
And, if you do comment on tihs people, it really was an accident, and they still
haven't forgiven me. I feel so horrible almost like I deserve it. ;o;
And I think the guys are calling me a lesbian because I've never had a boyfriend.
They say I stare at girls awkwardly, and constantly look like I'm zoned in on
I swear it's not true, I always zone out, and besides I like someone. Really like
someone. But, all I can do is ignore it, and cry on my own. This is really sad, but
the truth of how mature people are.
This one started just this week, Mehtab, Ren, Braden and Jayden were talking about me
and Braden told them that if they asked, I would commit suicide, so, I just feel