Wednesday, 10 February 2010
04:24:15 PM (GMT)
Ok, I'm just gonna vent about some stuff that's happened in the last couple months.
First semester at my college started out pretty nice. New friends, new crush, good
grades, etc. Crush became boyfriend (yeah!) and grades stayed the same. Here's where
it gets interesting.
5 days after Crush and I get together as bf/gf....he cheated on me. I *almost* stayed
with him, until my friends knocked some sense into my head (I'm too forgiving for my
own good). Sometime around that same time, a close friend of the family died from
A few months later, a new crush popped up. Crush asked me out. Were together for a
couple months, until he had issues he needed to work through.
Meanwhile, a friend talks of suicide. I try to talk her down from it. Apparently, I
came off as too "pushy". She doesn't talk to me anymore. :'(
That's pretty much the bare bones of it. Focusing on my grades and on my stories. For
the past couple weeks, they say I've been in a depression. As I still really like my
most recent ex (the one who had issues), I'd say, yeah. That's what happens when your
heart is being shredded by the shard of hope it refuses to let go of.
I think that pretty much covers my venting for now. >_<