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Saturday, 31 October 2009
08:18:15 AM (GMT)
To Caelo

It's not hard to tell that you have feelings for me. I knew it from the first time I
actually talked to you, you blushed so cutely, then wouldn't look me in the eye.You
studdered, which was surprising....you didn't look like the studdering type...
Yet....you seemed so determined not to let me in. Kind of like you where trying to
avoid me....yet wanted to know me... You know me now. We spent hours together. we
simply walked with nowhere to go, talked and teased a little. I got to know
you...fell in love even... And that night...

I confused you....you started to love me and you didn't want to, I could tell. You
said it had to stop, that you couldn't go any further with me because if you did you
wouldn't be able to turn back. The only regret I had was putting you in that
position. I've stepped back now...but I still love you, Caelo. More than anything, I
always will. I know you love me too, I saw it in your eyes, I still see it, hidden
now, but there. 

I will always be here for you, Cae.
Sitting by your hospital bed for hours at a time if need be.
I'll be the arms to comfort you
No matter what...
Even if that love may never be returned.

Sai

Comments 
‹YouYearnKeira'sToxicKiss› says:   31 October 2009   972469  
awww poor sai i must admit he is like that he loves u but in the same
way he cant its too hard 4 him n i think i know why and im glad ull
always be there with mii caelo he seems to b ok atm tho pissed aboutt
the hospital wat did i say ey
 
Shot_inTheHEART_andKILLED says:   31 October 2009   862475  
Sai....
*speechless*
I....wow....
 
Vampyr123 says:   31 October 2009   858314  
Wow a love triangle,ahahahahaha.
Your life might just get harder Caelo!:D
 
Shot_inTheHEART_andKILLED says:   31 October 2009   427233  
meh.....
 
Any_kun says:   31 October 2009   538835  
meh? Since when was it a triangle?
more like a dodecahedron >.>'
 
Shot_inTheHEART_andKILLED says:   31 October 2009   692988  
whats a....whatever you said?
 
Any_kun says:   31 October 2009   959203  
12 sides .-.
 
Vampyr123 says:   31 October 2009   929877  
Either way,
it looks like it'll be entertaining!
 
Any_kun says:   31 October 2009   991334  
*nods* Its very entertaining.
 
Shot_inTheHEART_andKILLED says:   31 October 2009   268374  
Oh shush! This is no soap opera!
 
Vampyr123 says:   31 October 2009   607265  
Well,
it is to me!
I get to watch the up and downs of your life as a show.:D
 
Shot_inTheHEART_andKILLED says:   31 October 2009   708242  
@Vampyr123 

-.-'
*hits Amzy over the head* 
 
Vampyr123 says:   31 October 2009   902145  
EEK!!!!!!*uses my Victorian stick to hit your legs*
 
Any_kun says:   31 October 2009   372322  
nothing like a plan coming together. *pops fingers*
 
Shot_inTheHEART_andKILLED says:   31 October 2009   137638  
@Vampyr123 

HEY! 
WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU! ARENT I WOUNDED ENOUGH?!?!?!?
*holds my hurt leg* 
 
Vampyr123 says:   31 October 2009   281083  
well don't hurt me!
 
Any_kun says:   31 October 2009   189493  
don't try to hurt the crippled. .-.
 
Shot_inTheHEART_andKILLED says:   31 October 2009   275422  
Mother fucking......that hurts so much....
 
‹cassidy.the.hippie.ninja. that. ate. your. tacos› says:   31 October 2009   695313  
*steps between caely and amzy* okay no more fighting you two
 
‹cassidy.the.hippie.ninja. that. ate. your. tacos› says:   31 October 2009   120438  
caelo* i cant type, i cant see iv been crying, sorry
 
Shot_inTheHEART_andKILLED says:   31 October 2009   218090  
-.-'
he started it...
 
‹cassidy.the.hippie.ninja. that. ate. your. tacos› says:   31 October 2009   781949  
yes and im ending it *pout* now stop fighting, both of you
 
‹cassidy.the.hippie.ninja. that. ate. your. tacos› says:   31 October 2009   822975  
*hugs* i missed you tho. i was really scared....... *is crying* i
though i was never gonna talk to you again
 
Shot_inTheHEART_andKILLED says:   31 October 2009   182795  
I'll be fine.
 
Vampyr123 says:   31 October 2009   463999  
You won't be if you keep provoking me.
@Shot_inTheHEART_andKILLED 
 
‹cassidy.the.hippie.ninja. that. ate. your. tacos› says:   31 October 2009   951377  
im glad. i missed you, i was worried. im sorry things arent going
very well right now. i wish i could help. i really breaks my heart
that i cant. your my friend, i hate to see you suffer
 
Shot_inTheHEART_andKILLED says:   31 October 2009   433506  
@Vampyr123 

you are mean.

@the_hated_one 

*hugs* protect me, from the evil ones. 
 
Vampyr123 says:   31 October 2009   437410  
D:<
I better not be one of the "Evil ones".
 
‹cassidy.the.hippie.ninja. that. ate. your. tacos› says:   31 October 2009   590786  
*beats up all the people who are mean to you.*
 
Shot_inTheHEART_andKILLED says:   31 October 2009   672364  
@Vampyr123 

*says nothing and hides behind her*


@the_hated_one 

Tanks, my savior. 
 
‹cassidy.the.hippie.ninja. that. ate. your. tacos› says:   31 October 2009   176069  
*chuckles* no prob
 
Vampyr123 says:   31 October 2009   199028  
D:<
I knew it.
I'm breaking your balls now.
 
‹YouYearnKeira'sToxicKiss› says:   31 October 2009   602328  
aww cae u rly are in a big love watever bro said lol no one bes mean
to caelo hes hurting enough
PS; BE GOOD FOR THE NURSES AND CDOCTORS DONT TRY TO GET OUT YET U NEED
REST N TO B IN THERE.
 
Shot_inTheHEART_andKILLED says:   31 October 2009   445944  
@Vampyr123 

NYAAAH! *runs for it* HELP! 

@casper
*hides behind u* 
 
‹YouYearnKeira'sToxicKiss› says:   31 October 2009   500427  
~protects mii caelo ~
vampyr DONT U DARE TOUCH HIM
 
Shot_inTheHEART_andKILLED says:   31 October 2009   946964  
*trembles* I dont want my balls broken...
 
‹YouYearnKeira'sToxicKiss› says:   1 November 2009   661682  
dont worry i wont let them be broken
 
‹cassidy.the.hippie.ninja. that. ate. your. tacos› says:   1 November 2009   563642  
*slaps amzy*
 
‹cassidy.the.hippie.ninja. that. ate. your. tacos› whispers:   1 November 2009   156484  
whats the name of a shape with 13 sides??? *runs away*
 
Vampyr123 says:   2 November 2009   573399  
*uses my cane to hit @casper*
CASPER IS SUPPOSED TO BE FRIENDLY!
*HITS AGAIN* 
 
‹YouYearnKeira'sToxicKiss› says:   2 November 2009   664505  
~ dooesnt even flinch as the cane snaps when hitting me im friendly
to a point i want caelos balls in 2 pieces thanks he deserves that at
least~
 
Shot_inTheHEART_andKILLED says:   2 November 2009   842403  
@casper 

T-two peices....what about the shaft?! The....you know. The dick part? 
 
‹YouYearnKeira'sToxicKiss› says:   2 November 2009   779272  
haha fine 3 u only have 2 balls u kno
 
Shot_inTheHEART_andKILLED says:   2 November 2009   201234  
I know -.-'
I do know my body parts, I see them every day....
Except recently, after the carcrash...
 
‹cassidy.the.hippie.ninja. that. ate. your. tacos› says:   2 November 2009   655101  
 
Vampyr123 says:   3 November 2009   246302  
*has hammer*
I'll have Caelo's balls/dick in three piece's by 8:00.
^ ^
● ●
 O
 
Shot_inTheHEART_andKILLED says:   3 November 2009   500980  
@Vampyr123 

*has left on a plane far away from Amzy* 
 
Vampyr123 says:   4 November 2009   326124  
@Shot_inTheHEART_andKILLED 
I WILL find you,and your little kitties too! 
 
Shot_inTheHEART_andKILLED says:   4 November 2009   635193  
@Vampyr123 

YOU LEAVE MY KITTIES OUT OF IT!
*holds my Jack and Clary protectively*
They did nothing to you! 
 
Vampyr123 says:   4 November 2009   481320  
@Shot_inTheHEART_andKILLED 
>.>
*kicks you in the balls,and I break them with my hammer*
HA! 
 
Shot_inTheHEART_andKILLED says:   4 November 2009   729410  
*wearing a steel cup*
HA! I win! *gets on my plane and escapes*
 
Vampyr123 says:   5 November 2009   516763  
......*plants a bomb on plane and it explodes*
 
lunasan says:   5 November 2009   694714  
@Vampyr123 
Idunno, if you keep being like this I'll kiss you
*evil grin* 
 
Vampyr123 says:   5 November 2009   563412  
*vomits*
THAT'S DISGUSTING!
 
lunasan says:   5 November 2009   416669  
@Vampyr123 
You brought it upon yourself, Chico 
 
Vampyr123 says:   5 November 2009   826556  
I DID NOT.
 
lunasan says:   5 November 2009   128892  
@Vampyr123 
You did.
I think Caelo will agree. 
 
Shot_inTheHEART_andKILLED says:   5 November 2009   103012  
@Vampyr123 
*my kitties escape in parachutes*
*I die*

@lunasan 
Agree with what? 
 
Any_kun says:   5 November 2009   179061  
@Shot_inTheHEART_andKILLED 
*uses amzy as a sacrifice to bring you from the dead* >.> 
 
Shot_inTheHEART_andKILLED says:   5 November 2009   483368  
@Any_kun 
*bonks you really hard*
Don't do that! Amzy shouldn't be used as sacrafice! 
 
Any_kun says:   5 November 2009   458417  
@Shot_inTheHEART_andKILLED 
meh e.e he killed you. 
 
Shot_inTheHEART_andKILLED says:   5 November 2009   435266  
@Any_kun 
What if he used you as sacrafice for something.
You wouldn't like that very much, would you. 
 
Any_kun says:   5 November 2009   548844  
@Shot_inTheHEART_andKILLED 
I don't plan on kill you. or him, for that matter. 
 
Shot_inTheHEART_andKILLED says:   5 November 2009   468137  
@Any_kun 
*pats* good boy. 
 
Any_kun says:   5 November 2009   427371  
@Shot_inTheHEART_andKILLED 
meh. *pokes* :3 
 
Vampyr123 says:   13 November 2009   685670  
I would use Anthony as a sacrifice.
 
Shot_inTheHEART_andKILLED says:   13 November 2009   425094  
@Vampyr123 
Don't make me hit you. 
 
Vampyr123 says:   14 November 2009   666117  
>.>
I'll hit back,harder.
 
createqueen says:   14 November 2009   949209  
that was so cute!!
 
Shot_inTheHEART_andKILLED says:   7 days ago   348768  
@Vampyr123 
Not if I can hit harder. 
 
Vampyr123 says:   7 days ago   287056  
@Shot_inTheHEART_andKILLED 
Then I'll hit you even harder. 
 
Shot_inTheHEART_andKILLED says:   7 days ago   621651  
@Vampyr123 
Not if I shoot u. 
 
Vampyr123 says:   7 days ago   764956  
@Shot_inTheHEART_andKILLED 
....You wouldn't do that. 
 
Shot_inTheHEART_andKILLED says:   7 days ago   675363  
@Vampyr123 
Your right. I wouldn't. 
 
Vampyr123 says:   7 days ago   661587  
 
Shot_inTheHEART_andKILLED says:   7 days ago   705635  
@Vampyr123 
*smiles and hugs* 
 
Vampyr123 says:   7 days ago   733547  
@Shot_inTheHEART_andKILLED 
*falls asleep* 
 
Shot_inTheHEART_andKILLED says:   7 days ago   585427  
@Vampyr123 
*cradles like a baby* 
 
Vampyr123 says:   7 days ago   669022  
*cudles into a ball*
 
Shot_inTheHEART_andKILLED says:   7 days ago   179332  
@Vampyr123 
*huggles close* 
 
Vampyr123 says:   7 days ago   883508  
*yawns and lays my head on your chest*
 
Shot_inTheHEART_andKILLED says:   7 days ago   720854  
@Vampyr123 
*smiles gently* 
 
Vampyr123 says:   7 days ago   248809  
*licks my little sharp teeth in my sleep*
 
Shot_inTheHEART_andKILLED says:   7 days ago   753294  
@Vampyr123 
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaw your so cuuuuuuuuuuuute! 
 
Vampyr123 says:   7 days ago   943628  
Thank you,I think....
 
Shot_inTheHEART_andKILLED says:   7 days ago   880066  
@Vampyr123 
*Huggles* thats it, I'm making a new Yaoi plushie out of u! 
 
Vampyr123 says:   7 days ago   870169  
 
Shot_inTheHEART_andKILLED says:   7 days ago   857025  
@Vampyr123 
Yep!
Since bro won't let me do yaoi
I have plusies to do yaoi to. 
 
Vampyr123 says:   7 days ago   886289  
 
Shot_inTheHEART_andKILLED says:   7 days ago   367087  
@Vampyr123 
Hmph 
 
Vampyr123 says:   7 days ago   132493  
 
Awesomess says:   6 days ago   154519  
DID YOU GET THAT FROM A BOOK OR SOMTHING
 
Shot_inTheHEART_andKILLED says:   6 days ago   519010  
@Awesomess 
what? 
 
Awesomess says:   6 days ago   107862  
it sounded like you got the passage from a book
 
Shot_inTheHEART_andKILLED says:   6 days ago   235158  
@Awesomess 
No.....I didn't... 
 
Vampyr123 says:   6 days ago   503033  
@Shot_inTheHEART_andKILLED 
Have you ever seen "Glee"? 
 
Shot_inTheHEART_andKILLED says:   5 days ago   872270  
 
Vampyr123 says:   5 days ago   528972  
 
Shot_inTheHEART_andKILLED says:   4 days ago   426198  
..........is that bad? @Vampyr123 
 
Vampyr123 says:   4 days ago   192150  
@Shot_inTheHEART_andKILLED 
It's a damn awesome show! 
 
Shot_inTheHEART_andKILLED says:   4 days ago   376257  
@Vampyr123 
I'll take your word for it. 
 
Vampyr123 says :   4 days ago   278012  
 

 
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