Saturday, 31 October 2009 08:18:15 AM (GMT) To Caelo
It's not hard to tell that you have feelings for me. I knew it from the first time I
actually talked to you, you blushed so cutely, then wouldn't look me in the eye.You
studdered, which was surprising....you didn't look like the studdering type...
Yet....you seemed so determined not to let me in. Kind of like you where trying to
avoid me....yet wanted to know me... You know me now. We spent hours together. we
simply walked with nowhere to go, talked and teased a little. I got to know
you...fell in love even... And that night...
I confused you....you started to love me and you didn't want to, I could tell. You
said it had to stop, that you couldn't go any further with me because if you did you
wouldn't be able to turn back. The only regret I had was putting you in that
position. I've stepped back now...but I still love you, Caelo. More than anything, I
always will. I know you love me too, I saw it in your eyes, I still see it, hidden
now, but there.
I will always be here for you, Cae.
Sitting by your hospital bed for hours at a time if need be.
I'll be the arms to comfort you
No matter what...
Even if that love may never be returned.
Sai |