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LoNeLyCategory: (general)
Friday, 6 February 2009
09:22:38 PM (GMT)
I feel extremely lonely right now.....all i can hear is the sound of my breath and
the clacking of my fingers on the keyboard....i hate feeling lonely, especially when
your alone but your not alone, that's even worse....
surrounded by "best friends" and yet feeling like nobody understands or gets
you.....but then again i dont even understand myself, when people ask me what kind of
person i am, well i have no idea....
i CAN tell you that im am the kind of person that doesnt know what she wants to do in
life, i CAN tell you that im the kind of person who is a good listener of peoples
problems.....i CAN tell you that im a hard worker 
but i CANT tell you whether im happy with my life or sad with it, i CANT tell you
whether im a leader or a follower, i CANT tell you whether im shy or outgoing...
i think i may be both...when im with my friends and i know that no matter what i DO i
am with people who like me for who i am, then i am outgoing and i will walk up to a
random stranger and say random things because i realize that i dont CARE what they
think....i only care what the people who KNOW me think...
but if im in a room surrounded by people who dont KNOW me for him i am i get really
self conscious...i dont like it when people judge me on how i act and it makes me so
UBER mad......and sum people automatically think im shy...well i hav nothing to say!
but just get me started on a topic and i am definitely not shy about it

i still feel lonely...but at least its the good kind of lonely...the loneliness that
everyone feels and not the loneliness that makes you feel like you kinda wanna
disappear .....cuz ive felt both and i know that this loneliness is not the same
empty feeling


OEricka58 says:   6 February 2009   337551  
So. #1. You need to get a life. Cause you are a weird person. Okay.
No Haha. jk.

not really! hahah. Suckerrr!
Scene_Star wonders :   18 February 2009   339587  
Are you into peotry? Maybe you should be a poet.


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