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IN MEMORY OFCONNORCategory: MY LITTLE BROTHER PERISHED
Monday, 29 September 2008
11:50:50 PM (GMT)
Hi, i know you were expecting another heart and soul story. but right now i need to
vent my feelings to the world.

November 16th 2007 my twin brothers Connor and Logan were born. i was so happy until
eight days later.

November 24th my brother Connor was diagnosed with meningitis, a harmful disease that
can kill you within twenty-four hours. and i felt heart broken. like i would never be
happy again. he was cured a few months later but he was still sick.

May 2nd 2008 my birthday a day i should have been happy about. but i wasn't. knowing
that your little brother can die at any moment can eat you up inside, leaving a pit
of emptiness and despair.

May 3rd 2008 my dad woke me up to tell me my brother had died. i was crying hoping
that it wasn't true. but it was i ran downstairs only to find my family crowding
around him. i held him knowing that after his funeral i would never see him again.



**** the day of Connor's funeral. i had been excused from school. and i wouldn't
leave the side of the casket and my cousin Katie wouldn't leave my side. ****


i wrote this poem about him



                                                             CONNOR  
     

                     Cute little brother of mine
                     Of course I've loved him, all this time
                     Never knew who he could be
                     Never knew if he was happy
                    fOrever above our heads
                     Returned to heaven for God took him instead




and this was a poem i have read about him


                                                         

                  GOD SAW YOU WERE TIRED



           GOD SAW YOU GETTING TIRED AND A CURE WAS NOT TO BE
          SO HE WRAPPED HIS ARMS AROUND YOU AND WHISPERED
           "COME WITH ME"
           WITH TEARFUL EYES WE WATCHED YOU SUFFER AND SAW 
           YOU FADE AWAY. ALTHOUGH WE LOVED YOU DEARLY
             WE COULD NOT MAKE YOU STAY
             A LOVING HEART STOPPED BEATING. PRECIOUS HANDS TO REST
            GOD BROKE OUR HEARTS TO PROVE TO US HE ONLY TAKES THE BEST



i am writing a song about him and I will copy it to this dairy at a later date





           I LOVED HIM DEARLY. I HATED TO SEE HIM GO
AND MY LIFE HAS BEEN A TRAIN WRECK SINCE HE DIED
IF YOU HAVE EVER FELT THIS WAY. PLEASE TELL ME. AND IF YOU NEED ADVICE, I'M HERE AND
I CAN GIVE YOU ADVICE
PLEASE CHECK OUT MY PROFILE AND I AM TURNING MY Q&A SECTION INTO AN ADVICE COLUMN.







*THIS IS A TRUE STORY NOT FICTION*
Last edited: 25 October 2008

Comments 
‹♥Daniel'sLova♥› says:   30 September 2008   641197  
T-T literally I am really crying right now that was so touching
because my Grandmother died december, 23 , 2007.T-T
 
saralyn247 says:   30 September 2008   518942  
That's awful. I know nothing we can say will make him come back, or
make you feel better, but we're all here for you if you need us. That
is really sad, and he died too young. Is your brother Logan doing well
though? ♥
 
blindwonder says:   30 September 2008   998313  
I think I know how that feels.
I'm really sorry.
I hate it when I here of a child that died so young.
It's really heart breaking.
I hope your family recovers, but I can tell you, there will always be
a part missing, if you know what I mean...
 
‹TheRulerofNightmares› says :   30 September 2008   684349  
That's so sad! At least he's in a better place now. No mater what
anyone else says, I think babies who die get a one way trip to
heaven.

I have some little siblings die when they weren't even born yet. I
loved them even when they were still in my mother. 
 

 
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