Tuesday, 9 September 2008
12:50:25 AM (GMT) My school was kinda ok but not great...untill today. I was siting in geography class
trying to learn how to draw anime when this happened.
Everyone has that one person who they hate the most. The one person you never want
to see again, the one person you can never feel happy with alive. You can't be happy
knowing your in the same room as them or even under the same roof...you know what im
talking about?? THe one and only person I would ever wish to be dead...was
transfered to my geography class.
I cant consintrate with her behind me...i cant have a single moment of happiness
knowing she will ruin my life again this year just like she did for the last five
years...im just siting there waiting for her to strike...wating for her to kill me
on the inside after i was finally happy with the was i was. I will not be happy
knowing I will have to see her every day now untill march...or even the entire year
if the same thing happens next simester.
I dont want to go to school anymore. I want to go to a school far away from this
school...wehere i wont run into anyone from my old school. My best friend from my
old school moved about three hours away and is in a school where she is having a
blast. She is renting out a room in her house and if things dont get better at my
school I just want to get a job and rent it out so that i can go to her highschool
and have a completley freash start and let her introduce me to her friends!! :] my
past would just disappear!
THere is one problem with that though...my parents would never agree with that.
After all I am pretty young to leave home but just thinking of being able to do that
is giving me tears of joy!! I really want to go through with it! I really do!! It
would help me alot for the real world like paying rent and stuff. Saving money ...it
would really help me mature!! I would go back home for every holiday I can think of.
Is this really that bad of an idea??
Moving to my friends house for highschool (four years) and paying rent by getting a
little job and comming back home on every holiday??
If things get much worse at school would my parents really allow it is the question. | 
