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I Can't Fight This On My OwnCategory: (general)
Thursday, 19 June 2008
03:34:35 PM (GMT)
I can't fight this alone,
because all I think Of is you.
I miss you so much,
why did you have to leave me?

I remember the day you died,
and how the tears fell down.
And how I couldn't believe
that my mother was gone.

And the day of your funeral
when my lips touched your cheek.
I expected that usual smell,
but it wasn't there anymore.

I was a lonely child of nine,
looking at your lifeless face.
And I couldn't cry
I already did to much of that.

And I touched your hand
and wanted to crawl in next to you
I wanted to sleep next to you
like I did when nightmares claimed my sleep.

And as a lonely child of fifteen
I still want to sleep next to you.
But I'm so angry at you for leaving
and I'm angry that I'm angry.

Because after your funeral,
all I did was sleep.
And I woke with nightmares
of your body just lying in the casket.

How many times I wished
as a child of fifteen.
That it was me instead of you,
lying in that wooden box.

I miss you....

‹Hayley.Beason› says:   19 June 2008   559377  
‹*=ForgottenInNothingness=*› says :   20 June 2008   976926  
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