I feel I can't take the pain much more. . .
So, I guess this is my suicide letter to all I love.
This world is just so fucked up.
I feel nothing but pain now.
Bekah : I love you and I'm sorry I'm not able to see the beautiful children you and
Alex will make.
Sammy : I fucking love you. You are an amazing singer and I'm sorry I wont be able to
hear your first album.
Taii : Thank you for making me feel loved. I'm sorry if I never returned the favor.
Alex (alex_loves_you) : Even though I've just gotten to know you, I feel as if I've
known you all my life.
Alex (Soul_Devourer) : I hope you and Bekah will stay together for life, and if you
hurt her, I will haunt you.
Kevin : Thank you so much for loving me. I love you too, please don't hurt yourelf
after you read this.
Tyeson : I love you, and I hope you will read this because my love for you will never
Eddie: Thanks for your great advice, you were like my 2nd father.
James : You're very sweet, for the living dead.
Amanda (my wifey) : I love you sooo freakin much. . . I feel your pain.
Blake : I will miss you alot, you can keep my hoodie.
Jakub : You will always be my cupcake. ILY babes
Ollie : I still think your hair looks like Davey Havok's and I will always think
that! I love you
Seren : Thanks for being a great big sister.
Everyone I will see you in Heaven.
With much love, tears, kisses, and of coarse hugs,
Sierra Helena Beth Underwood
Last edited: 20 December 2007
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