Wednesday, 26 September 2007
08:15:40 PM (GMT)
I'm so tired. So tired of trying to be thing's I'm not. I'm tired of being tired, of
doing things that are meaningless to me, and (to my knowledge) won't help much in the
long run. I'm becoming more and more impatient.
I feel like I'm an outsider, I'm nobody's someone. If I were to die a horrible death
tomorrow, no one would care.
They might say, "Oh, did you hear about that guy?" or, "Gee, I haven't seen Jethro
for a few days. Oh well." And when they heard what happend they'd prolly be like,
"That's awful, gosh that's really sad... so what's for lunch?"
Hmm... time for a bit of a change. Get away from the ones that hurt, the one's I've
hurt, and the ones I'm getting too close to.