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Friday, 11 May 2007
07:07:55 PM (GMT)
There is a guy named john. He is very cute, I loved him dearly. Then we had a kiss
and i couldn't take the pressure.  I cried and cried and cried............. He was
the best guy I ever had and now he lost to me. I ask myself "Will we ever be one
again or will he be lost to me for ever....." I wish he and everybody else would
understand that. He was suppost to be the one I would always have but no this is what
it had to come too. Me crying in my sleep and when ever I think about it. Even though
i don't believe in god, I feel his hate upon me like I will never feel true love or
anything that will bring me joy. Like a beautiful rose dying, I feel the pain, will
it ever be gone. It was while I had him by my side then he and shelby became one and
all that pain came again, but worse because the thought of him away from me just
brings more pain into my heart. I loved him but did he really love me as much I did
Last edited: 18 May 2007

haru says:   11 May 2007   962231  
ok why are you making this stuff intoo storys
hunter says:   11 May 2007   335848  
i think she on crack if u no wut i mean
ehero590 says:   11 May 2007   586514  
That is so cheasy
ehero590 says:   11 May 2007   675466  
and its also crapy
ehero590 says:   11 May 2007   955949  
and messed up i mean u lost a boy friend. When ever i lost a
girlfriend i didnt go ohhhh shes gone booo hoooo i will never find
true love again. Who does that noone execpt you. Its so cheasy i might
go blind if i read it again it is so disusting. Only two wods to
discribe it Freakin crapy.
cabbana says:   12 May 2007   272676  
Elissa don't listen to them I thought that was
so.................................... SAD I almost cried
daggity says:   12 May 2007   199789  
thank you sierra. You guys suck.
lukasx3000 says:   12 May 2007   588581  
thats stupid john is going out wiht shelby and the story really sucks
no offens
lukasx3000 says:   12 May 2007   557595  
and u better not say that i suck....
lukasx3000 says:   12 May 2007   238378  
and still i cant believe his going out wiht SHELBY...OMFG SHELBY is
daggity shouts:   12 May 2007   655887  
I know, it really ticks me off!!!!!!
cabbana says:   12 May 2007   267747  
I'm so great I know i am. LOL Elissa you can come and talk to me at
anytime it's like about how much you HATE
daggity says:   12 May 2007   682455  
thanx, I'll keep that in mind
Evan55555 says:   12 May 2007   226444  
ill ask him back out for u
daggity shouts:   12 May 2007   361611  
Thank you evan, a lot!!!
Hatsuki_chan says:   12 May 2007   875177  
daggity says:   12 May 2007   512522  
thank you.
haru says:   15 May 2007   194315  
i swear this stuff is retarded
daggity says:   16 May 2007   664284  
No, it isn't
haru says:   16 May 2007   769977  
yes it is this stuff is so retarded
daggity says:   17 May 2007   685891  
No you people are just retarded
haru says:   17 May 2007   418892  
sure or maybe your retarded
billybob says:   17 May 2007   149381  
lon never went out wit fukin shelby bruce said yes and jon said no
lukasx3000 says:   18 May 2007   151937  
u guys r fucking stupid?
daggity says:   18 May 2007   426397  
I know that now chris
daggity says:   18 May 2007   363792  
Happy it's fixed.
cutie4423 says:   30 May 2007   942844  
daggity get over him there are many many many other and better HOT
guys out there!
daggity says:   30 May 2007   622189  
‹Carmen Dee loves CookieMuffinz› says:   22 September 2007   285365  
so sad....I've never had a boyfriend though yet can feel whet u r
daggity says:   29 September 2007   397626  
thank you
roxie12 says :   18 October 2007   552263  
i'm so sorry elissa know that kn ow how you feel it makes me feel bad
about how i treat you. i am


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