Thursday, 8 January 2015
09:59:06 PM (GMT)
When trust and loyalty is gained, what is lost
stupid fights lead down a rainy road
laying wake at night thinking of the other
standing your ground while hinting to the right path
my best friend is a girl my age.
she is funny and sweet
she is stubborn and cranky
she knows me well, vise versa
when you grow to attached to someone, you start adopting their traits.
me and my friend spent the day cleaning her room. washing walls floor and sweeping
and all around cleaning. hours go by. and at the end of the day i have to leave
because i forgot to lock my house up. so i go to get a hug.
a little of the past history.
she used to hug me allot.. after awhile the hug came less and less
and recently there have been 1 or 2 a week
not big hugs. but more like a half shoulder hug
back to the story.
i go to get a hug but first i leaned down to her son and said "guess what? he replies
huh. and i tell him his mommy is gonna not like me. with a smile. he smiles back
i turn my head to see that she is giving me a death stare from nowhere
(she started talking to a new guy. which might be half the reason)
i ask what goofingly- and go for a side hug when she pushed me away and we got into
she brings up the fact she only hugs people she can cuddle-which are those who she
dates- she names the last 6 guys shes done. and i make my argument about its just a
hug. i am leaving. is it that bad? and she turns and says ur pissing me off and that
you better leave before i get pissed the f off for good n stop being ur friend
that was two days ago. i feel that she needs space. but the hugs im not willing to
change my mind.
i grew up where if someone was leaving u hugged them goodbye. or whatever u and that
person does(daps or pounds fists)
so between me and her. she always wins but i dont think i will give up. not one bit.
words for thought
--- a person can sit right next to you--but be miles away---
cell phones are destroying friendships because the physical part of the friend ship
gets tossed aside.