Friday, 12 October 2012
03:18:58 AM (GMT)
Have I really emaciated into almost nothing?
Last week, after I told Kaylin that I had a fear of skeletons,
she responded with "Why? You look like one".
What I did then was do that "self-hug" thing I always do when I get
shy, or nervous.
Then today, my friend Axel told me he can almost wrap his arms around me twice when
he hugs me.
My voice teacher told me I was small yesterday.
Miranda Shrader told me I lost a lot of weight since Freshman year and that she
wants me to gain it all back.
Makayla got angry at me because I "must gain weight".
Fabiola made a comment about how my thighs don't even touch.
Will said two days ago that he's afraid of hugging me tightly because he's afraid he
might break me in half.
Emma said I looked "breakable" today and that I'm fragile.
Michael the blonde kid told me I weighed like two pounds.
Guys think I'm fun to carry because I'm so small.
I'm not allowed to sit on people's laps anymore without getting a complaint about my
butt bones poking them.
My spine pierces the back of my skin if I lean on a wall/chair too much.
I can poke an eye out with my shoulder bones.
Collarbones and hipbones are very well hidden though.
Am I really as tiny as everyone says I am?
I see other girls much smaller than I am, so I can't tell if they're being
or if I look like them at all?
What about Lindsey, Mallory, Anastasia, Hailey, Ariel?
I understand they're younger than me by a year or two,
but they will eventually develop a figure. Their boobs will
Where's the rest of my body?
Where are my boobs?
My hips are big, so they add some sort of figure to me.
Am I too blind to see what they see?
Something's wrong with me.