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Thursday, 29 September 2011
03:35:05 PM (GMT)
Brother:  Mom, I got a ninety on my French test!
Mom:  Oh, good, let me see!

Me:  Mom, I got a ninety overall in French.
Mom:  Oh, so you let Haley beat you?

Which leads to me having a complex that results in this situation:

Brother:  Apparently I'm gifted in math.  Dr. Sheldon Cooper at you service.
Dad:  *General happiness and congratulations*
Me:  Yeah well, I'm gifted in everything but math, although I still
kick ass in that, too.  Plus, you don't even get good grades in math.  How the hell
are you gifted?

No, sorry, it's not.  Nothing ever is.  Shouldn't I have learned my lesson by now? 
Last edited: 29 September 2011

Kirti says:   29 September 2011   955924  
I know your family is unsupportive, but your ego seems perfectly
healthy without them. From everything you say about your grades and
your potential, and from the obvious low esteem in which you hold
everyone else who your family gives attention to ever, you know you're
great. Why do you let this stuff bother you?
tiggerlemon101 says :   30 September 2011   156957  
LOL my ego is 110% healthy.  There's a difference in low self esteem
and a complex; the complex was built to retain self-esteem.
It doesn't really bother me emotionally, just on principle.  Like, why
must people be like that?  Why is nothing I do ever really important? 

Apparently it's a circle- I demand lots of attention so parents give
my brother lots of attention so I demand lots of attention and so
forth, but it's like the chicken and the egg.  We can't seem to agree
on who started it- them or me.  If it was them, well then it was them.
 If they're right and it was me, I'm seriously beginning to suspect a
deep-seeded psychological issue. 

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