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Fear Of Freedom?Category: Life
Sunday, 18 September 2011
10:43:45 PM (GMT)
I have not engaged in any self-destructive behavior whatsoever for over three
months. 

And it feels scary and strange. 
I've been healed of a lot lately, and I no longer have the desire to rip my skin
apart every time something bad happens. 
I've been eating.  I've even been smiling. 

But I still feel unstable.  
I feel clean, and healed, yes, but for some reason, the uncertainty is still there. 

This isn't right, I know, this isn't me. 
Satan wants me to fall back into my old habits. 

I won't. I refuse. But I am sad that I could be so deceived that I fear the freedom
God has given me.


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