Monday, 17 January 2011
02:30:31 PM (GMT)
I know I'll never love anyone as much as I loved my previous boyfriend. His name was
Aaron. We met online and we had a long distance relationship. Even though I never saw
him in real life, it still felt like true love. I guess that's where I sort of got
When we met, he seemed like the sweeteest thing in the world and he had everything I
could ever ask for in a guy. Once he started talking me that he liked me, I thought
my life was complete. I would do anything just so I could talk to him. I even put off
some of my school work. He seemed so perfect. He said the sweetest things. He even
wrote poetry and his poems just stole my heart. Then, everything changed.
He started getting angry all of a sudden. It was mostly because I wasn't online most
of the time. I kept explaining why, but he wouldn't listen. Then I found out from one
of his friends that he had been talking drugs. I didn't believe it at first, but then
it all made sense. Aaron even told me himself. Then, we broke up.
I was heartbroken. I cried myself to sleep every night. Then, I thought about it and
decided that it isn't so bad. I guess we wasn't the perfect guy. There might be
better people out there and I need to move on. Life's too short, so you can't spend
your days mourning over the loss of someone who never really loved you. You just have
to keep your head held high. You need to keep hoping.
Last edited: 17 January 2011