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forever missed and loved, im truely sorry for what i said!!!!!Category: (general)
Monday, 10 January 2011
02:25:09 AM (GMT)
on new years my family gets into a huge fight. i tell my dad that i hate him and
that i dont ever wanna see him again so he and his brother leaves and they get into a
wreck only we didnt know about it until yesturday, my mom and aunt has been calling
everyone we knew for the past week trying to track them down and no one has seen or
heard from them..its been a week since we thought they were missing and now we find
out they died in the wreck and i regret every word i said. i didnt get to apoligize
for what i said i didnt mean it and i miss him like crazy and i have no clue where to
turn. my mom and grandmother is pushing the funeral arrangments in my face and i
barley have time to breathe i feel like im in a bad dream and ill wake up any minute
to see my dad sitting in the living room but i know deep down that it isnt. the
suspense gets so bad at times that i feel like im being suffocated by my own
words...that im the one abt to be burried..and honestly at the moment i truely
beleive that if i was given a second chance id take back every horrible thing i have
evr said to him and tell him counless time that i love him and that id do anything to
see him world is either closing in around me to where i cant see or
breathe or its crumbling from beneath my feet and im falling ang ill never quit

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