Tuesday, 26 October 2010
12:08:01 AM (GMT)
dude, everybody's falling in love,
and the stranger i just fell in love with, flew back to flipping california until
we're supposed to get this guy's information, that hasn't happened yet.
i'm flipping out.
every time i think of things that have to do with him, i get this weird feeling in my
chest like i'm going to cry.
no one, i mean noooo one, was able to plant faith back into me like he did.
and all he did was walk by, wave, and say, "hello."
but i feel like he's slipping away from my memory now.
i don't remember his face very well.
just how he reached back and drew me into the picture.
just how he hugged me.
just how he walked us to the car and talked with my mom forever.
just how he spoke spanish so well.
just his sweater.
i had plans for him.
but i can't play them out on my own.
i wish he'd come back.
i miss this boy.
and i don't know why.