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Wednesday, 11 August 2010
05:10:20 AM (GMT)

Dean, I wanted to tell you that I sent my dad an email. Because since you were strong
enough to tell your mom how you felt, I figured I should grow a pair and tell my dad
how I feel.
And this is exactly what I said. Word for word.

You might as well not respond to this, because chances are I won't read it. But I'm
tired of complaining to everyone else about how I feel, and so I'm just going to tell
you. What you did was not okay, and it hurt a lot. Not even a lot, more than that. 
You lost your daughter, I hope you know, because I'm tired of your bullshit,
honestly. I'm tired of crying over you and I'm tired of you hurting me. I don't want
you in my life, because you've put me through living hell, and I'm done with that.
When I was in Pennsylvania for the two weeks I realized that i don't have to put up
with you or the drama you bring. And I don't want to anymore.
I don't know who you've become, but whoever you are, you sure as hell aren't my dad.
I'm sick of you and your lies, I'm sick of your secrets, and i'm sick of everything.
You treat everyone better than you do your family, and mom and teri keep saying
you're getting help but I don't believe it.
I don't believe anything you say. You've crossed the line with me, and you've lost
all my trust, respect, everything. This is the last time you'll hear from me, because
I won't email you ever again, nor will I talk to you or have any contact with you
I don't believe you're ever going to get better, and I've given you plenty of chances
to prove that you will. Enough is enough, and I'm drawing a close to it now. I don't
want you in my life, and that's that.
I deleted you off facebook for a reason, blocked you to enforce it. I do not
want contact with you. You don't love me, so stop saying you do. Because if
you did, you'd have proved it a long time ago.
I'm not putting up with you anymore and that's all I wanted to say.
This is the final goodbye.
Last edited: 17 August 2010

‹tassieblood› says:   11 August 2010   658804  
fuck yes, Sammy.
you finally grew a pair :'D
‹serendipity ♥› says:   11 August 2010   119687  
He replied, but I'unno what he said 'cause I deleted it.
My mother was quite upset that I sent the email.
But i dun' care. 
‹tassieblood› says:   11 August 2010   611426  
 >> how long will you be on? 
‹serendipity ♥› says :   11 August 2010   259986  

Probably all night.
Genesis never called me back,
and I'm too tired and lazy to call her and see if I'm still allowed


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