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Wednesday, 3 February 2010
01:56:03 AM (GMT)
Ok, so lately, I've been having some major guy crisies. But, before i get into all
of that, don't yell at me if I start spelling things wrong. ok?lol. anyways, I'm
gonna get started, but i warn you, this is veryyyyy long.

So, there is a lot of background info, but i'm going to TRY to be brief.  I met this
guy named Jordan in the 4th grade, and we went out. Then things happened, i broke up
with him and broke his heart. Then, he liked me all through the 5th and 6th grade,
all the while saying i didn't like him back. Then, in the 7th grade, i fell for him
again, and dated him again. I broke up with him again, once again breaking his heart.
he then told me he didn't like and me, and got all these girlfriends, and no matter
how much i didn't want to, i felt jealous. well, now, he told me he has always loved
me, and i do love him back. well, that was the briefest i could make the background
info. onto the main thing. well, i told jordan that i knew my answer about him asking
me out, and said he would surprise me for when he ask me out. well, that was a month
ago. my answer was gonna be yes, but now i'm not exactly sure. Lately, he has been
kinda ignoring me, and hasn't talked to me the way he used to. sometimes its like he
loves me, other times its like he doesn't. So, yeah. And now im going back and forth.
plus, now there is another guy coming into the picture. His name is Chandler, and im
starting to really like him again. he is funny and pretty nice, and a few people ahve
already told me that we should go out, ot which nieht of us have really commented.we
are really just friends, and i have a suspicion tyhat he may like me, but im not
really sure. so, i like both guys. i just want a normal love life. you date a guy,
break up, then get over him, and move on to the next guy (well kinda like
know what i mean).well, i do want to date nbew guys, which excludes jordan. and
chandler has been making me pretty happy lately, while jordan is just kinda nyeh.Oh,
and i dont want another long distance relationship relly.oh yeah, i forgot to tell
you. i used to live in whasington, and now i live in indiana.jordan is in washington,
chandler goes to my school. but like, i could deal with a long distance relationship,
but they arent fun and are pretty hard. like, i walk around outside after school and
see 7th graders making out with their boyfriends, while i havent even had my first
kiss yet! and i just feel like a horrible person. one of my dear friends has advised
me to not go out with jordan again, not cuz she doesnt liek him(which she doesnt),
but that he doesnt seem like the right guy right now. anyways, either i go out with
jordan again cuz i kinda like him still(im still ify and going back and forth, but i
know i love hima nd dont want to hurt him) and guilty, and probably end up breaking
his heart. which, i realy dont want to do. i cant hurt him again. i love him too
much.or i go after chandler, who i dont know if he even likes me,and, well i dont
have really a clue about what exactly would liekly happen. but that would require me
to tell Jordan no, which would bstill break his heart. so, either way, im going to be
hurting one the the poeple int he world that i care for most. but....i dont know. i'm
not exactly sure on what to do anyways.

So, thios is wher you come in. is there any advice that can be given to help me
out?and stories similar with solutions?idk, i just need some help. all opinions are
welcome....welll sorry marisa, but your arent cuz i know youre gonna say neither of
them. anyways, HELP!!

~Rachel (Hikati)

‹SqueeneyTodd› says:   3 February 2010   263042  
Hikati says:   3 February 2010   635784  
hahahaha, see i knew what you'd say!lol
Xx_IwIshIwasafIsh_xX says:   4 February 2010   603641  
You know what I say.
Hikati says:   4 February 2010   508167  
haha, yeah i know...mann why are all the comments on here ones that i
already knew!?
derp30111 says:   21 December 2010   837148  
i know what you can do :P
Hikati says:   21 December 2010   552051  
@derp30111 what can i do? 
derp30111 says:   21 December 2010   368645  
nnaahhh nvm
Hikati says:   21 December 2010   141944  
hahaah  im curious as to what u were going to say though!
derp30111 says:   22 December 2010   962223  
the world will never know
Hikati says :   22 December 2010   640747  
well then :P


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