Sunday, 31 January 2010
12:05:43 AM (GMT)
I just talked to my dad, he asked me if I had any money left.
I said no, I lost it in my room. I lied, I really spent it all on Jayde, and my mom.
So now I'm in trouble.
He is no longer letting me hold onto my own money. He has all rights to take it and
spend it. To spend my money.
So now, I'm not even going to fucking apply for goddamn panago because HE'S going to
be holding onto my money, and be spending it on himself, only letting me have what I
This is really retarded personally.
So, yes I'ma little pissed and upset.
My mom's friends are all spending the night here, they're out drinking right now, and
won't be home until roughly three am. My dad's going out too. So, now I have to go
scrub toilets and washroom floors, that will, most likely be floating in puke by
Also, I wanted to have a sleepover, but I am not allowed. I have no rights.
Also, my dad lost my Music player.
So now, I feel like crying.
Also, he ahs to go get my birth certificate, and S.I.N number so I can go for my
interview. But he won't.
He says I have to pay the thirty-five dollars for my birth certificate, when my
grandma says he should just do it, instead of waiting a year to be able to get it.
Haha, to think, I woke up in such a good mood this morning, I thought I was going ot
have a good day.
No, I guess I just let everything for the last few weeks get to me at once.
I really need to stop bottling up my feelings like this and lashing out on everyone.
THis was a.. relief diary. Sorry, there's no need to post. ^^;
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