Wednesday, 18 November 2009
09:01:14 PM (GMT)
So it seems... The end after 7 years and 1 week.. Can U ever prepere your self for
de definent end? The heart feels like it will explode, your stomack (?) feels like it
spinns a 1000 rpm and like U vill never be abel to ever eat again... The only
possitive with the hole thing... - U lost weight... but I rather not if I could
choose... I know it's propobly for the best.. but it's so hard like I feel like
choking. Is this the right thing to do? Can we ever turn back? To sell the place of
our dreams.. mine at least.. knowing I will never be abel to bye it back.. the exiety
(?).. the sadness. How long will it take untill I feels like a human again, will I
ever? Will I always be alone and in lack of money.
I know I have to do this.. and the worst scenario will be if he doesn't change his
mind.. or if he does... May I please lay down and sleep, until it's all over and til
my heart is heeld?