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June 10thCategory: (general)
Wednesday, 10 June 2009
04:01:58 PM (GMT)
My sister's computer is almost fixed so I might be able to get on later.
Probably not. But I just wanted to say that I am not going to kid around anymore.
People like me for my childish thoughts and my looks. My looks aren't even good
enough, they don't mean anything.
But I miss my best friends Megan and Nick... and Jake (Jake you know I miss you...
>.> but I saw you yesterday so... XD I kinda miss my other friends more... no
I wanted to say that I love you Megan and to say thanks for being there for me
through all my problems. And how i've been there but I haven't helped with your
problems and that my opinion is the only thing you hear but i'm just not a very good
person to come for advice. I can't even help myself but I put you and everyone else
in front of my because i'm just a person and to me my friends are the most important
thing to me. The only thing keeping me alive is when I log on here to these memories
and people... Some good and some not so good but it still carries me on.
Nick, I know that you think i'm drifting away but I am trying to stay here. I
just wish you knew what was in my mind. I know that what i'm saying doesn't mean much
to you and that you will get another girl to "keep you from going crazy". But
seriously I think that isn't true. You just don't want me.
And Matt/Josh/what ever the fuck your name is because i'm pretty sure that you're
lieing about that to. (that would be a long name XD rofl) Stop lieing to me. I
know you're a fake. Even if it was the real you I wouldn't like it anyways. So much
for Mr. Perfect. The one I thought you were. But it is just one huge lie and i'm sick
of it. It's just a joke and I got hurt so much from it that I can't put it in a nice
form to make it sound not as bad.
Simon, (I don't think he'll read this anyways but still :P ) I want my buddy
back. I have no one to attach to. I'm a lonley freakin' backpack. XD rofl. Dude I
miss you, You always made me turn away from all my problems. And even for that one
minute that I read your messages, it was just what I needed to get me back to my old
self again.

... I really think that i'm forgetting someone out of this whole love fest... >.>
I'll write a whole diary of who I missed when I get back.

‹Nessa_is_here_smile› says:   10 June 2009   936927  
ok you may think i'm fake but thats to you and my name was Matt I got
it changed because of my mom
Grace_Zeigler says:   10 June 2009   462852  
that doesnt explain anything about your pics.  T_T
‹Nessa_is_here_smile› says:   10 June 2009   979634  
YEA look me up I'm on google i got a website 
not that u give a shit
Grace_Zeigler says:   10 June 2009   141893  
just because you have a site doesnt mean you arent fake. back off and
fuck a slut like you already tricked yourself to believe.
Oroborus21 says:   10 June 2009   544976  
a rare commentable diary from Grace ^^

eh i think whoever your friends are are lucky to have you. i think
youre a sweet loving soul
Oroborus21 says:   10 June 2009   998451  
oh and btw, your looks are stunning and youre very beautiful, dont be
upset by people who like you or are attracted to you because of them.
but its good that you are humble and that yourecognize that looks fade
in time and what is really important are the more permanent qualities
of a person
‹automatic› says:   11 June 2009   884488  
Grace dear, i'd rather help you than myself.
It's my main goal actually, i always put my friends first.
Darling, i think you should stop worrying, you are a gorgeous young
lady and you hafta think positively!
Oh btw, I love you too!
Grace_Zeigler says :   11 June 2009   825296  
Gawd you guys i'm about to cry I love you so much. C:

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