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Wednesday, 17 December 2008
08:22:06 PM (GMT)
having too many emotions,
can't figure out my mood,
i'm happy, mad, irrated, annoyed,
but mostly sad.
why can't i be with him,
why can't i let go,
why do i still love him after he hurt me so much,
what is keeping me with him,
why am i not dead yet,
why does my life suck so much since HE decided it was over?
was he my point of living,
was he who i truely loved,
did i really want to get married to him,
did i want a family with him,
did want to be with him forever and always like we both promised,
was he the one who changed me to be myself,
did i love hm more than anything,
was i jealous over his new girlfriend,
hell yes.
did i want to die,
did he truely love me,
i don't know.
did he really care about me,
i don't know.
am i over him,
fuck no.

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