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Oh, jeez.Category: Claire's realizations
Sunday, 8 June 2008
04:54:08 AM (GMT)
Okay. D: I've just now realized that I'm speeding through life. Is this wrong? I mean, if I think about it, I realize that mentally, I'm not really a kid anymore. I can't remember when I was still a kid in my mind. I'm twelve. Don't most people start seeing the world differently later on in life? I think I'm going too fast. Personally, I want to go back to when I was a little kid, when I didn't understand anything, and I didn't have to worry about anything. Now, so early in life, I've been thrown into the real world, full of labels and stupid people and well... Reality. I don't like this world very much. I want to go back to my little dreamworld, full of beauty and pretty flowers and freedom and perfection. I find it hard to go back there now. I usually take it lightly when people say "You're only eleven?!" Or something. Now I'm kind of seeing what they're saying. I am only eleven. But I feel so mature, mentally. I feel wrong. I'm not a serious person, but when I sit down to think, I wonder how I can have such a mature mind and still manage to lie and joke around, just like a kid. I'm not a kid anymore, but I still want to be a kid. I'm so confused.

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Mimic says:   8 June 2008   193774  
Unfortunatly it keeps going like that as you get older.  You get more
and more... well I don't there's a word to describe, but I guess you
could say "into the world of reality".  It's a bit sad, because there
is not going back when you've come to the realization.  And every few
years you'll look back and realize you've been loosing the old views
including the views you hold now and wish even those were still there.
 Your not alone.  ^_^

Best to be done is enjoy what is now.
Missingno says:   8 June 2008   685216  
Oh, jeez.
 
reyka says:   8 June 2008   251578  
That made me think :0
 
‹rainbowflavourbatman_♥› writes:   8 June 2008   795525  
I feel the same! :|
I want a time machine to take me back. D: NAO.
 
‹♠therewillbeblood♠› says:   8 June 2008   337818  
you may be growing up but never let go of the kid in you. listen to
simple plan. their song grow up. 
 
callie11 says :   2 July 2008   263587  
oh, crap, you made me feel the same way.... o.O
 

 
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