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So...I like a girl. & she's not even my type!Category: (general)
Thursday, 15 May 2008
09:27:03 PM (GMT)
So it seems like I'm starting to think way too much about this girl. Which is really
weird, especially considering that she would so NOT be my type. She drinks & smokes
pot. Possibly does other drugs.? And I don't even believe in that sort of thing. I
don't believe in premarital sex & I'm like 85% positive she's not a virgin. She once
accused one of my friends of sleeping with her boyfriend. [when she didn't even
know her!] She used to be friends with another one of my back
in elementary school. I don't think it ended well. =S She hangs out with people that
I really don't like. Oh, and she's never talked to me. She sits at my table in
Biology, across from me. [But it's a long table, and we sit at the ends of it, so
it's not like really close or anything] She has the most gorgeous eyes and short
black hair. And she's like short and cute, haha! She's also bisexual. Still, I have
no chance. Then again, I don't really want to be with her. I'm just...pretty
interested in her. It's weird, though. I don't even know how much, and if asked I
couldn't explain it to people. Do I have a crush on her? Am I just interested? Is
this just some passing thing...because I've been thinking about bisexuality and stuff
lately? I mean, this is the first time I've ever thought like this about a
girl. I've always thought that physically, girls were more attractive than guys, but
I've always just been like "Oh, she's pretty." and then not think more about her. Now
it's like I'm stuck on this one particular girl. And I can't tell anyone, because I'm
not 100% sure I like the girl! Sadly, I accidentally sort of said I had a crush on
someone new, and if it lasted a week I'd tell her. I also told one of my other
friends, [who is also questioning her sexuality] that I needed to talk to her about
something. I mean, I really do want to talk about it...but then again, I don't! I
feel like I've been acting weird lately, especially like in the lunch room and stuff
when the girl comes in, and I have to look at her. Plus, I've been mentioning her to
my friends lately. So Idk what to do!

party_animal says:   16 May 2008   538391  
that is weird she isn't yor type. r u a girl
_Rikki_ says :   16 May 2008   481888  
Yes, I am a girl. And, yes, it is totally weird!

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