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A Boken Black Dark HeartCategory: ME
Friday, 21 March 2008
08:01:52 PM (GMT)
My heart is a broken black dark mess ive been through heartbreaks, mean parents who
hate evrything i do and only look at the bad things i do none of the good, Teachers
who fail me for being different( who has heard of that seriously, unfair!!!!!!!!!),
sisters who blame me for everything even if im 5-whatever feet away, Friends who gang
up on me now, best friends who now hate me, people who tease me and hate me because
im different, and being grounded for a lond time for stuff i didnt do, being blamed
for everything, people saying they like me and than just use me to humilitate me, my
mom who wont let me express my feelings in what i wear, watch my mom do drugs at the
age of 9 and do nothing about it (she got help and is much better. Bad Luck For Me),
And finnaly me having thousands thoughts of suicide and running away. but through all
this i have hope and a few actuale friends who know the pain im in. hope you want to
be one of those frirnds if not Fuck off. but i ask you this dont take to much pity on
me for "gods" sake More like satans sake instead( i dont believe in god deal with

                                                      FUCK MY WHOLE LIFE IT SUCKS ASS
YOU FUCKIN LUCKY PEOPLE I HATE U!!!!!!! pain is everywhere practilly my whole life

system_of_a_down says :   21 March 2008   542732  
*hugs* it's going to be ok... i promise

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