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Sunday, 27 January 2008
05:45:24 PM (GMT)
Why does it have to be me
To go though this
Why does it have to be me
Who can never show it
I'm crying cant you see
Don't you care about me?
I lock myself in the bathroom
I won't let anybody in
Then I see it
Perfectly sharpend in all its glory
To help me,
Release me
Let me be free
I take it in my hand
Gripping it tightley
Pointing it carfully at my wrist
Im going to do this
I close my eyes
Count to 5
A sudden pain
I feel it trickling
I look at it
It's not to deep, but deep enough
To feel
To know I'm real
I'm released
And I'm not hurt
Not in the least bit
Then I sit
Once again
About what I have just done
Just accomplished
A small frown appears on my face
Not enough
A tear takes place
Makes its jouney to my wrist
Stings, Burns
The pain
Too slow
I get up and look at my ugly face
In the mirrior
And Scream
I'm ending this mistake
This mistake thats me, my life
I'm fed up with life
I hold the knife to my throat
I thought it's a few seconds of pain or the rest of my life
I make one final slice
My last words are
Good-bye thanks for all the pain and misery!

AUDWEEB says:   27 January 2008   286817  
IM TALKING TO YOU ON MSN THINGY. i really like this jamie. any of you
bitches that dont can go to hell.
I_SWEAR_2_GOD_UV_NVR_MET_SUM1_SO_SHALLOW says:   27 January 2008   237182  
‹internal blender› says:   27 January 2008   793839  
thats really good
I_SWEAR_2_GOD_UV_NVR_MET_SUM1_SO_SHALLOW says :   27 January 2008   193979  
thank you so much


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