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Friday, 16 November 2007
06:15:16 PM (GMT)
when peoplz look at me they c a happy person whos alwayz smiling and happy but
infact they dont know wat i really am holding iz a mask.........im not da person most
peoplz think i am.
                i used b one of those good girls who would alwayz do what their mom
said....
                but dat all changed in a blink of an eye....
                my mom has started dating dis loser [and im sooooooooo mad]
                when he comes over i just say hi and leave
                everynight and my mom hav a fight and it alwayz end wit ever [da guy
my moms dating]
                im tired ov all da fighting 
               my mom thinks im crazy so shes decided 2 take me 2 counciling and i
dont know y
                i sumtimes shout but dats all [and more]
                my parents ar divorced
                my dads married and has 2 annoying little kids
                ive decide i want 2 leave far a away as possible i told i wanted 2
leave her [she just ignored me and read a book]
                im not gonna lie i hav cried and told her how i fell but she wont
hear
                i feel like 2 her i dont care 2 her anymore all da bitch cares about
iz getting a man before she turns all wrinkley
                i matter dont??
                will she c dat im not happy and tell da man "im sorry but things got
2 b over... my daughter is important "
                these ar words i hav dreamed ov that will come out ov her bitchy
mouth
                mayb living wit my dad wont b such a big deal
                da proble iz my stepmom is very mean and strict
                 da choices ar either having a new stepmom or stepdad
                my life may not matter 2 u but i feel better if i let all dis anger
out
                                  thanx 4 reading !!

 PLEASE TELL ME WHAT I SHOULD DO !!
                GIVE ME SUM IDEAS
                         SHOULD I LIVE WIT MY DAD OR STAY AND SUFFER WIT MY MOM

Comments 
Lilrockin2 says:   16 November 2007   984665  
difficult....
efi says:   16 November 2007   592181  
i know right ....uhhhh my dads gonng pick me up soon
rainydays says:   16 November 2007   188657  
Hmmm....you should embrace all the good in this situation. You have a
choice of where you want to live. Try to find focuss on how good that
is and maybe you can learn some cool things about your new stepmom! If
the kids are annoyed juts...get a lock for you door and put on sign on
it the reads:

'Go Away'
'B-ecause
Y-ou're
E-vil'
efi says:   16 November 2007   214243  
da thing iz dat my dad doesnt hav room 4 me 2 live wit him i might
hav 2 live wit my aunt.
my dad liv 1 hour away from were i do
‹MayaLOVESFAME› says:   17 November 2007   873532  
Well...I personally think that you should stay with your  mom
 
efi says:   21 November 2007   638398  
u think so... i still dont know i stayed over my dads house and it
waz k i guess
‹♥kristaa.babyy.› says:   21 November 2007   592175  
wow i feel really bad for you and i dont know what to i think you
should go wherever you feel safer and more loved if its not with your
real mom then go with your dad and if its not with your dad either go
live with a relative somewhere thats all i could think of anyways
 
efi says:   22 November 2007   342878  
i want 2 go wit my aunt 4 but mom says i can go wit her cuz she gav
me birthand dad cuz he helped[prego].i think i feel more loved wit my
dad but my stepmom gets jelly when i waz liitle she told me dat
cheyenneluck says:   22 November 2007   949617  
my parents are divorced also, and my mother is always going out with
different men. and one day i asked her if my sister and i could start
dating guys and she said no which is very hipocrytical. but so what i
would say to you is that dont say any thing to her, and just leave all
behind, because acting out is not the way to go, they just think your
more crazy
efi says:   22 November 2007   489172  
thnx but i hav 2 bothr her im an only child im used 2 having all da
attention 2 myself[i sound braty] my brothers ar from my dads side
twintowers says:   23 November 2007   934148  
I am sorry it sounds like u have a tough life. I hope things get
better for u.
efi says:   26 November 2007   486965  
thanx i need all da luck!!
ChadPennington10 says :   6 January 2008   663622  
awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

 
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